smiles always

exams are over!! haha..

2010-12-03T13:00:00.001+08:00

finally!! exams are over..it is very fast!! one sem just ended like this...but it will mark the start of another new sem...and for this sem, i am gg overseas!!! haha...time to pack my bags soon :D

exams!!

2010-11-14T19:03:00.002+08:00

ok...another sem has gone past... and i realised how long i last wrote the last post...haha...

anyway, not sure who will still be reading this post, but i just feel like posting something here...

exams on the way!! my cap arh!! want to get high grade so tt can maintain..haha..

the most impt thing after exams: PREPARATION FOR SEP!!! yes!

well...JIA YOU!!

穿上盔甲，向前冲

2010-09-10T20:39:00.002+08:00

孙协志says: “感谢不断的挫折，让我可以在困难中学习如何成长....这些学到的东西，是谁都拿不走，完完全全属于自己的宝物”

guess he is e only one who would have such thought...but this is why he is my idol and my motivator!!!

yes, this may a hard time for me, but i will overcome all these things and emerge as the ultimate champion!!!

不要轻言放弃，否则对不起自己

sch starting tmr...

2010-08-09T12:10:00.001+08:00

time flies..intership has ended and sch is starting tmr...

i havent rest enough yet arh!!!! i want my break...haiz...

tmr still got pre-course test..wow!! 1st day of sch and there is test...1st time in my life...somemore is test on e things that are one year ago...haha..

wanted to go sing k...but cant find time!!! i need time!!!!

day 13 of internship

2010-06-28T20:16:00.002+08:00

finally!! the number of days at work has become double digit!!! and i still have 35 more workings days....oh well, i will endure and survive thru!! coz i am me :D

has been watching pao mo zhi xia for the past fews weeks...the story plot really attracts me!! 1st of its kind..and i am super in love wif it...

havent bought sun xie zhi's new books!! and i will get it when i go out on day 24 of my working days...so tt i can reward myself for fighting tt long!!! (after enduring 12 days, i rewarded myself wif Mcdonald's chocolate ice cream...)

will continue to fight on...

NDP usher VS internship

2010-06-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

sian...not sure if still can go for NDP usher or not..if they say cannot, then i will be super sian and super angry over my job...coz this may be the last year that i am joining NDP usher and i am given the post of deputy SOIC!!! that is the post that i always wanted!!! and now becoz of tt idiot job, i may have to give it up...

really very sian over the job...still have another 46 more days to go...haiz...

Day 1 of accounts internship

2010-06-14T23:29:00.002+08:00

went to work as an accounts intern today..went happily, came home angrily and tiredly..

haiz...have mixed feeling abt the job...1stly, think the job is good as it helps me apply wad i have learnt in sch to reality...but then again, the people there sucks la...so unfriendly and arh!!!! just one word to summarise: unhappy!!

and worse still, i need to work on sat..which means goodbye to ndp usher and yog!!! wa!!! i want to do them!!! wad is this????

and their working hours is 9am to 6pm..but they told us to report at 8.30am...and today i actually OT for 1 hour!! pls lor..day 1 only!! alr OT!!! wad the!!!

haiz...dun really feel like gg to sleep but then tmr still need to wake up early!! wa!!! and i havent done FOC movement plan!! would rather do the plan lor..as least is something tt i like and dun mind doing..haiz...still have 47 more days to endure...haiz..

孙协志说；“莫急，莫慌，莫害怕”...shall follow it and 争口气 for myself...i WILL overcome it!!!!

holiday

2010-06-09T11:58:00.002+08:00

i have been sick since the day i came back from china (sian..)..

having been looking for a job but really very hard...but JIA YOU!!! sure will find one suitable one..haha..

FOC coming soon..will be followed by NDP and YOG!!! my weekends will be super busy!!!

anyway, i am super happy now coz i finally settled the stuff tt has been bothering me for a long time..hahaha...

and i can say tt i have learnt a lot from the china trip.it impacted me a lot..my thinking, my charactertistics and the way i look at ppl...haha..oh well..e trip is over...

one more sem!! and i will be off to canada..haha....and last sem's results was ok to me la...

in aug, i will be year 2!! time really flies, so fast i would be a senior..who noes, soon i will be out in e society working!!! and next week!! i will be an adult!!! haha...but it will mean no more mistake is allowed from me..a bit stressed, but i will sure be able to make it!! haha...

photos from china trip

2010-05-29T16:47:00.010+08:00

me and my group of children during the summer camp:

the bunch of flowers made by some of the kids in my group:

me and my roomies:

me and my kor:

other nice photos:

more photos on facebook :D

overall, i have learnt a lot from this trip...and i really mean a lot!!! i even come to think that the amount of things i have learnt is far more than the things that i have taught the kids...

and i am very thankful of what i have in singapore after going there...but that doesnt mean that i am better than them...they are better than me in some ways, for example, they are easily pleased and treat people with sincerity...this is unlike in the world that i am living in where everyone is wary of each other and it is hard to be happy from the heart....their lives may be simple, but they are happy..this is what i am always looking for..

it is hard to put my feelings into words..in short, i am happy that i went for the trip....

exams are over!!!

2010-05-06T14:06:00.001+08:00

yes, exams are over!!!! and guess wad, i am going to china this sun!!! haha..will be super busy these few days..and hopefully i can get to blog when i am there..then i can share photos!!! haha...so high :D

final post before exams!!!

2010-04-22T21:09:00.002+08:00

ok..this shall be my final post before the exams...

wa, already spent almost 2 weeks on revision...sian, still need to endure for another 2 more weeks...shall chiong for these 2 weeks coz HOLIDAYS WILL BE HERE AFTER THAT!!

haha..my holidays...cant wait to enjoy them..though i will be super busy...

will be gg to china in may for ocip..hopefully got internet connection plus can blog...like tt i still can communicate with everyone...haha...

then will be FOC in jun...and yog and ndp which will go on till sch starts..

haha...super busy...but wil find time to go out wif my beloved 30th and friends!!! haha...go sing k arh!!!

must enjoy during the break before sch starts again..

as for now, shall get back to revision..haiz..

JIAN CHI!!!

holiday plans

2010-03-23T23:38:00.002+08:00

ok..my timetable is packed all the way till aug 2010...haha...here is a sneak preview of wad i would write on my blog at the different timing:

apr: shld be complaining abt projects being due and exams coming soon..and that i want my break..haha..

may: end of exam, camp in pulau ubin, and ocip to suichuan

jun: how busy can i get with FOC and NDP and YOG

july: NDP and YOG

aug: NDP and YOG and complain tt i nvr rest well before sch starts again...haha...

sep onwards: another sem of sch....

so ya, i am really busy!!! but at least i am doing things that i like (apart from studies la...tt one depends on mood..)

hmm...shall save more 5566's songs in my phone..can listen to them anytime, anywhere....5566!!!

haha..ok...shall stop here....and JIAN CHI everyone :D

to qiyin :D

2010-03-20T00:39:00.001+08:00

background info:
-1st met in nyjc 30th sc's cib com (erm, i wasn't an intern during the 1st 3 mths..haha)
-became friends since then and currently are friends for 2 yrs plus..

msg to qiyin:
hey girl!! thx for your letter and ur blog on ur blog..it is very sweet of you!!!
and the reason why i treat you well is because i treat you as my sister (i dun anyhow acknowledge ppl as my sister or brother one hor, so u noe how much i value you...haha..)
thx for being there when i need you too (esp when i need opinion on tt matter)...heehee..
if you need a listening ear, u can always look for me, i am sure to listen to you :D

once again, thx you and I LOVE YOU TOO :D

sian arh

2010-03-14T22:34:00.002+08:00

projects!!! wa...why must there be so many projects??? worse still, they are all due around the same period..thx arh...really no time to rest le...

on the other hand, that is life...when u r busy, u want break; when u r resting, u want to get busy..haiz..humans are complicated..

a strong feeling tells me that i no need to celebrate my b'dae this year..so many things to do on my b'dae, where got time to celebrate?? haiz..how many times in a row have i not celebrated my b'dae in a relaxed mode?? i think this year is gg to be the 3rd or 4th time le...since jc, i think i dun have the time to really settle down and rest on my b'dae..YES!! REST!!! i wanna rest and just hang ard, doing nothing on my b'dae..haiz..

JIAN CHI!!!

:(

2010-03-06T16:08:00.003+08:00

突然不想上学去，不想看到那里的人、事、物。after what has happened, i seriously dun feel like gg...

i seriously feel like an idiot...i already gotten the answer, but why am i still clinging onto it and still allow it to hurt me???

i feel stupid...this has happened not just once, but twice..yet i found no courage to complain abt it and just suffered the pain alone...what is this??? it is just pure stupidity la...

and now there is another source coming to cause the pain, which i have no idea how on earth does it come abt...haiz..

shld just let it go and stop it from hurting me...but everytime i am ready to let go, it will come again to prevent me from letting go...sian...i just wanna let a peaceful life, just like in JC times...is it that hard????

shall just shut myself from everything...shall just dun care abt things that do not concern me, since doing so create so many problems....

conclusion: just live in my own world...THAT'S IT!!!!

as for now...

2010-03-03T18:24:00.002+08:00

finally mid terms are over..spent so many days to prepare for 3 modules...haiz..

chingay is over, but other cip are coming: SUICHUAN OCIP in may, NDP2010 in aug..haha..wow...

and still got a lot of things on: welfare bags, mkt project, AIS project, MA project, MIS assignment...wow!!!! haha...uni life is really no life...

my birthday is coming soon..heehee, shall spend my day at home watching SUN XIE ZHI!!!! but then got project due on that date leh and got school on that day too..haiz...

but who cares..shall just slack for one day before getting busy again...

e-learning week next week...by right shld be no school..end up: lect on mon, project on mon, and projects on other days..haha...whatever la...no time to rest totally at all...

HOLIDAY!!! i looking for you arh!!!! haha..

新年快乐！！

2010-02-12T20:31:00.002+08:00

haha...in another one more day, we will be waiting for e arrival of CNY!!! haha..and today is e start of my RECESS WEEK!!!!! haha...break finally...but then still need to do tutorials and study for tests...haiz...

anyway...chingay will be on soon too...next fri and sat...will be doing ticketing and q management with my team...pray hard there wont be too much problems popping out on that day...just imagine a team of 25ppl handling 2000plus audience...WOW!!!! haha...

ok....finally, here is wishing everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! smiles always :D

happy chinese new year

2010-02-01T22:57:00.002+08:00

ok...this may seem too early to say..haha..but who cares...in just another 12days and 1hrs, chinese new year is here..haha...which means my recess week is here too..hahahaha..

haiz...time really flies lor...last chinese new year, i was super free with no sch work..this year, i would be busy informing all e relatives where i am studying, which course etc..worse still, i will have to spend my new year at home studying for mid term..*sad*

haiz...this year i will be entering "2"...which means i need to be more mature and bears more responsibilities...haiz...shall not think abt this..haha..

anyway..i went youtube to look for mo jian sheng si qi...sian, dun have ppl posting e drama in chinese...sad....if anyone sees e disc, pls tell me...haha.

ok....shall stop here le...JIAN CHI, everyone :D coz time really flies...haha..

i'm off to canada next jan!!!!

2010-01-22T19:07:00.002+08:00

ok, my sep application result is out:

YORK UNIVERSITY gg on NEXT YEAR JAN...

this means tt i will be celebrating chinese new year, valentine's day and MY 21ST BIRTHDAY overseas....wad a unique way to celebrate my 21st!!! exploring the world the moment tt i turned 21st..haha...not bad arh...heehee...but cant celebrate it with my family (a bit sad arh...)

anyway...accept e offer 1st la..then must concentrate on my studies...and must brush up my ENGLISH!!!! go canada speak english, if english is brokem, then i very dui lian arh..haha...

JIAN CHI!!!!!

emo again

2010-01-19T10:19:00.003+08:00

it always hurt to know the truth...and if u know not just one, but a few at the same time, it is more worse....haiz..knowing too many truths in one day can cause you to be a stone--stoning and have no idea what to say or do...this is super PAINFUL!!!!

seriously, why must new problems start popping out immediately after the previous set was solved???? cant there be a moment (a super long period) where there is no problem at all??? i dun wanna learn anything else besides studies le, since studies is already very problematic, and i dun wanna get hurt in the attempt to learn something..

the world is seriously more complicated that i have thought...w/o experience, u can just get cheated/hurt/framed without knowing...and how can one be REALLY cheerful as he grows older when he is expected to know a lot of stuffs and be more responsible??? all the responsibilities and the knowledge have caused his smile to get 'drowned'....haiz....

坚持!!!

random

2010-01-15T23:19:00.002+08:00

finally settled my sep application..can relax a bit le...tried to do my tutorial...realised must read textbooks then can fully understand...haiz...

tmr gg for chingay usher training...yes, i joined it again...it will be over in feb..then i will have to get really busy wif mid terms for 3 modules..then will have to do exam welfare packs...and then chiong for exams again..

then will have to rush to write my part of proposal, then buy things and then get ready for foc...then after foc, guess i will be volunteering for ndp usher....and ndp will be in august...

then sch start again and i have to chiong my studies...and then will get myself ready for next sem's sep (provided i get the uni i want)...and a year is gone like tt....

hopefully this time next year, i am in the hostel of the uni tt i want to go exchange for typing my blog..haha...

but seriously, one year really gets by fast...no long break at any point...and everyday is full of new suprises and shocks....guess only when one jian chi dao di, then he/she will be able to overcome all these...haha...

ok..shall go sleep now..tmr must wake up early to go for training....

everything's back to normal

2010-01-13T20:27:00.002+08:00

school has started...everything is back to normal again...

just 13th day of the new year and i am already feeling tired..FOC, welfare comm, Chingay, studies...these things are taking up a large part of my life now...in other words, i am BUSY again....

holidays will be here in 4mths' time...just have to be patient....in the meantime, 坚持 will accompany me throughout this period....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2010-01-01T01:58:00.002+08:00

haha...ok...we are now in 2010...so everyone: HAPPY NEW YEAR..

school is starting soon...haiz...busy sem is coming soon again...haiz....school work, cca, cip...wa, a lot of things to do....

i shall now replace 加油 with 坚持 now...more suitable for my situation...really must jian chi in order to complete what i shld do lor...haiz...no turning back le...

and i would soon have to say goodbye to 1 and hi to 2...haiz..lao le la...sian.....

older = shld be more mature = shall be able to bear more responsible...haiz..suddenly thought of S.H.E. song: bu xiang zhang da.....but is not realistic in this world....

大家一定要坚持哦!!!不管情况有多糟，都要坚持!!!

向日葵的约定--好看！！

2009-12-28T00:03:00.002+08:00

haha...watched the film on channel u..REALLY SUPER NICE!!!

super impressed by the story writer...just a sunflower and the writer is able to come up wif a story...really hope one day i could be like tt...just a small item and i am able to write a story tt is good enough to be filmed and shown on TV for everyone to view....

sch starting soon le...and i am not done wif my story...haiz...it's ok...i can type it when i am free as well...

cant imagine how is life going to be when sch starts again..chiong my studies to raise my CAP, as well as working for FOC and welfare com and stardust...and volunteering as usher in Chingay...better dun add any more stuff to my list le..if not, no time to rest..haha...

anyway, just discovered the most often used words by me in 2009: haha, haiz, sian, TIRED!!! very true indeed :)

ok...shall go sleep le...sweet dreams :D

slacking time...

2009-12-23T22:51:00.002+08:00

haha..after part 1 of story, i have slacked....haiz..tt is the problem: when u think of a story's beginning and ending but not the process, u will have to pause for a long time to think of how to link the beginning and ending together....haiz...guess i will have to bring it over to 2010 to complete the story...haha...(for part 1 of the story, pls refer to my previous post)

anyway, went to watch Avatar...haiz...it is nice la...if u dun watch too seriously...i become super emo after watching it...haiz...

luckily got 5566!!!! haha...went to youtube to see if got any latest clips on them...YAY!!! found quite a few..and super happy!!! haha...SHIOK!!!

haha...2009 coming to an end soon...2010 coming soon...wa, the year really passed very fast lor...last yr at this time, i am slacking like nobody's biz...haha..then went to work..then sch starts..then exams and then results release....all came very fast...haha...but luckily i was able to cope well coz got family and friends by my side!!!haha...

join chingay 2010 as a volunteer...will be busy on sats again...but it is all worth it...coz i like doing it..haha..

ok...gg to play fb's game le..haha..this is the result of being too bored..and lazy to type my story...my first 2010's goal is to complete my story!!! haha..

good night everyone :)

my new story: part 1

2009-12-17T17:07:00.000+08:00

“喂，快来看啊!” 志伟拉着家俊往学校大门走去。

“干吗啦？” 家俊不耐烦地问道。

“别问那么多，到了你就知道。”

学校大门已挤满了很多师生，大家似乎都很兴奋地等待着什么。 “你们终于来了。怎么这么慢呀？”死党阿杰问。“都是家俊啊，叫了他老半天，他才肯来。到了没？” 志伟回答。阿杰摇了摇头。这时的家俊真的不耐烦，生气地问：“到底干什么？”“别吵啦！有点耐心好吗？” 志伟大声斥责。此刻，一辆轿车驶进学校，停在等待处。校长马上往前走去，帮忙开车门，并脸带笑容地说道：“你好，小琳小姐。欢迎来到本校！”

一位娇小的女生从车内下来，说：“谢谢你，校长。”“不客气，我给你介绍，这是你的班主任，李老师。”一个站在校长身边，戴着老土眼镜的男生点了点头，说：“你好，请让我带你到你的课室去。这边请。”“小姐，我们会在这里等你。有什么事，请打个电话给我，我会去找你的。”站在小琳身边穿着黑色西装的中年男子说。小琳点了头，便跟着老师走。

“哇，有钱人就是有钱人，气质非凡！”阿杰羡慕地说。“是呀，如果像她一样，我在学校里的身份地位就不同了！” 志伟也开始发白日梦了。突然，他们感觉到自己的头被敲了一下，且听到“醒醒吧，快去上课啦！”他们一转身，只见家俊已走向课室去了。“喂，等我们呀…”

“咦，怎么我们的课室这么热闹啊？难道…” 阿杰转向家俊和志伟。“真的？太好了！”志伟叫了起来。懒得理他们的家俊继续往前走。突然，家俊停下了脚步，心想：“不会吧？”阿杰和志伟往课室里看，异口同声地说：“老大，你赚到了！她坐在你前面！”

面无表情的家俊走进课室，到自己的座位坐了下来，并想着：“看来平静的日子结束了。”

“叮咚、叮咚、叮咚”午餐时间到了。这时，校长和李老师走到小琳身边，说：“小琳小姐，午餐时间到了。请让我们带你到食堂。这边请。”

“好的，不过，校长，您可不可以只叫我的名字，不要加‘小姐’在后头？”小琳站了起来。“是的，小琳小姐。”小琳摇了摇头，走了出去。

“兄弟，怎样？很开心吧？”阿杰推了推家俊。“无聊。”说完，家俊便走出课室。“喂，怎么每次都不等我们的？等等我们啦！”阿杰和志伟冲了出去。

到了食堂，小琳被带到一个角落。食物也已经被端上了。“校长，我能不能不要这样的特别待遇啊？”小琳无奈地问道。“对不起，小琳小姐，不过这都是你的父亲交待的。”小琳叹了叹气，便开始吃起放在面前的食物。

“如果像她一样，那有多好呀！”志伟又开始做梦了。

“做她的男朋友应该也不错吧！”阿杰搓着下巴，说道。

“吃你们的饭啦，都快冷了”家俊边吃边讲。

“我想到了一个主意”阿杰奸笑地说。

“我想我应该知道你在想什么，”志伟看着阿杰，然后转向家俊，并说：“老大，你去追她，好不好？”

“你们神经病呀？”家俊生气地骂他们。

“老大，你们很配！男的俊帅，女的貌美，真是天作之合呀 ”阿杰笑着说。

“喂，老大，别告诉我们你是因为怕，而不敢去追噢？”志伟疑惑地问。

家俊听了，顿时发起火来，且说“什么，天下可是没有我害怕的事呢！追就追，我一定会追到她的！”

“老大，我们支持你！”说完，阿杰捶了胸口。志伟也拍了拍家俊的肩膀，点了点头。

“管他了，我豁出去了。我一定会把她给追到手，”家俊想了后，看了看小琳一眼，便继续吃饭。

last day of MC

2009-12-15T12:38:00.002+08:00

finally last day of mc...actually, there is no diff wif e MC also la, still end up staying at home..haha...

ok..has been helping my sister to piece up e 3000-pieces jigsaw puzzle...wanna to write my story, but not very fang bian to write at home..sian..haha...

has been skipping all gatherings and think will continue to do so...by right, should go out and play and mingle around..but giot MC..haha..and coz i dun really feel like gg la (except for 30th!!! tt one is wanna go but cant go)...

another 7 more days, i will noe the results of my exams..and another 6 days, i will continue wif my driving lessons...

anyway, another 7 more days is DONG ZHI!!! haha...can eat tang yuan le!!!! YAY!!! super like eating them, super nice, esp when ur family makes them urself (erm, is my mum and sisters make one la, i dunnoe how to make..haha..)...

ok, shall chiong my story now...part 1 is already on the way to completion...haha...

JIA YOU!!!!!

i am BRAVE!!

2009-12-11T16:15:00.002+08:00

went for tooth extraction today to extract 2 teeth..wa, very pain arh...actually is becoz of the pressure la..the doc did helped to put ma zui yao on my teeth 1st..but then after that while he is pulling out the teeth, OUCH!!!!

and i cant rinse my mouth till tonight..wa, there is blood in my mouth la...so ARH!!!!...given 5 days' MC..look like i have to stay at home and no need to go out le (although i dun go out also la)...

luckily went out wif miic on wed to sing k...at least it is a form of entertainment..haha...

anyway, i noe wad to keep me entertained at home le..thought of wad to write for my new story le!! YAY!!! a writer with no idea is seriously very sad, want to write something but has no idea how to start..haha..luckily i have an idea...haha..

ok..shall concentrate on my new story and not think of other things anymore!!!!!!

bored arh...

2009-12-08T19:55:00.002+08:00

haha..just after a few days of holidays, i am already feeling super bored..e books that i borrowed--i gave up on 3 of them, they are super boring..haiz, looks like i shld stick back to romance storybooks..haha..

actually humans are really confusing creatures..when u r busy, u complain tt u wanna a break; when u r slacking, u cant wait to get busy..haha..

anyway, i discovered one thing to do: settle birthday presents for those that are having b'dae in the earlier half of next yr..haha..then i wont have to chiong to buy when the time comes and i doubt i have e time as well..heehee..

woke up at 3plus in the morning..couldnt sleep after tt..so went to turn on the radio and listen to 933..wow, the music are super soothing lor..as in not hip and high one..very comfortable and soon i fell asleep again..

haha..gg k box wif miic tmr...YAY!!! 5566 songs!!! and many others la..haha..

i am now living one day by one day..which may be good or bad (i have no idea la..haha)..

ok..shall continue to play games la..haha...

day 3 of holiday

2009-12-06T21:24:00.003+08:00

did nothing much today...went back to school for FOC GM....then went to library to borrow 4 books...haha..got improvement coz i borrowed only 2 love stories...haha..last time would be all 4 lor...now got detective one and ghost story one...but still..all 4 chinese bks la..haha...

guess i will spend my holidays reading books ba...since the break is not very long also....heehee

surfing the net, play computer games, watch tv, sleep and read books...these shall be my daily tasks from now on..haha..a bit unhealthy la..but who cares..haha..

oh...and haha..i have been eating chocolate..so high...haha

ok...shall go play games le..haha...

day 2 of holiday

2009-12-05T14:21:00.011+08:00

changed my blog template...looks quite cool la...haha...

haiz...nothing to do arh...wanna watch MVP qing ren, but shuan le...keep watching will only remind me that those kind of drama love story will nvr happen in reality...haha...

wanna play computer games the whole day, but will get sick of it too...

wanna read books, but the books that i will borrow are all those chinese romance books...which are also shuan le...

wanna read newspapers, but will flip a few pages and then sleep...shld watch TV news instead la...as least is listen and watch images, better than ownself read the papers....

wanna go out..but..a bit sian arh..dun wanna go shopping, esp this period of time when everyone is shopping for xmas...

haiz..if i can sleep thru'out e whole day, i dun mind lor...but my back hurts from sleeping so much...haha...

shall do something tt will make myself happy...

things tt make me happy...of course is 5566!!!!! or shld start writing some stories le la...though they are those kind tt wont happen in reality one...haha...or can start trying to edit song lyrics..or just sleep la...haha..

wanna play some sports, like badminton or basketball..but like no one to play wif leh...and, i dun own a basketball....haiz...

holidays are supposed to be fun la...but they can get irritating when u found nothing to do....

eyes r closing soon...better stop this post soon..if not, might fall asleep in front of my laptop..

there is no "what if" in this world...

exams are over...

2009-12-04T17:19:00.003+08:00

finally exams are over...my long missed holidays are back..haha..

finally can do things tt i like...haha...i will chiong to watch all e shows and dramas and movies...haha...all must be done by 10jan..coz 11jan everything starts again..haiz...

got a lot of things wanna write here...but...shuan le...interent is not a safe place..and i have no idea who would be viewing this post...

if u r worth my trust, i will tell u...if not, do not ask coz i will just walk away...haha....

rainy day = sleeping time...

smiles always...

sunrise = brand new start of a day!!

...

2009-11-19T23:16:00.001+08:00

STUDY

PROCESS!

JIA YOU!!

不要轻言放弃,

否则对不起自己!

volunteering at ABAC

2009-11-11T01:21:00.002+08:00

finally finished e social prog for ABAC...wa..very tired arh and i have been complaining every morning...but then, every night (erm, mon and tue only la)..when i saw e guests leaving wif a big smile on their faces (compared to just a smile when they came)...i felt tt it was meaningful la (though i did not cause tt big smile..most probably is e food and e activities la..i am just in charge of getting them to and fro e venue safely)...

anyway..i am super sian by e look tt ppl give when i say i am volunteering for e event...ppl will give me e "serious? why work for free" look..pls lor..not all things can be bought by $...i joined not for $ lor...but for experience.....sian..why cant ppl just understand this pt?...

haiz....sad..

exams coming arh...must study le...after 1 yr of break from exam...e mood to chiong is coming back again..really must CHIONG le...left 1 week plus to read.....JIA YOU!!!

...

2009-10-29T22:01:00.003+08:00

ok...joined a lot of events unknowingly...haha...though they are all activities that i liked, but the timing...haha..good luck to me...

acc project, dsc project, exam welfare pack, 2 CIPs events and finally exams...haha..these r all e events that i have on hand...hmm...dsc proj due next week, acc proj and exam welfare pack and one CIP event next next week...another CIP event no end time for now..haha..

ok la....who ask me to enjoy doing all these stuff (erm, e projects are no choice one la..)...

anyway...i shld stop complaining abt being tired...shld change my strategy:

1mth and 6 days to FREEDOM!!!

haha...sound happier...will chiong to sing k after tt....haha...5566 songs!!!!

ok...shall go do work le...

random...

2009-10-23T20:29:00.004+08:00

everyone,

BE CHEERFUL!!! and

SMILES ALWAYS!!!

though i feel it hard to do so for myself...

but still,

MUST SMILE!!!

如果可以选择。。。

2009-10-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

我想回到古代的时候。古代的女人不需要担心太多，唯一的压力可能是来自家庭，没有别的。现代的女人需要担心家庭、工作、朋友等等的重担，好累噢！！！

我好想到处走走，在古代，四海为家，所以你可以打包行李走人，很难找到你。现在，做不到的。。

压力好大。背负的重担也好重啊。。

想离开，但不可以。。。

累了，真的。。。

study time again

2009-09-30T20:28:00.003+08:00

ok...after attending 7 weeks of sch, it is time for mid term exams for accounting and microecon..a bit stressed...coz it is counted (and e % is high!!!)...and somemore, it will be on this sat (ZHONG QIU JIE!!!)...ok..shld celebrate it at home on sat by eating mooncakes and looking at the moon at home after the exams..haha....(but i doubt so la...got tutorials to do..haiz..)

anyway, THANK YOU EDELYN!!!! haha..thx for ur link to youtube...finally can see my beloved SUN XIE ZHI on bai wan da ge xing again..haha...THANK YOU!!!!

will be taking driving test soon in oct...and projects are gg to be due soon too in oct (sad!!!!)

ok...JIA YOU everyone!!!!ok...gg to study soon....

and if you r free, can click on e link at e tagboard and go watch sun xie zhi sings songs (it is REALLY great!!!)...he sang a lot of songs including jay chou's shuang jie gun and xiao jing teng's huang fei!!! VERY NICE and HIGH!!!! haha...

morale of e story: DUN drive when u r tired

2009-09-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

went for driving today without a fresh mind--result: cant drive well...

haiz...wif only ard 8hrs of sleep (yes, i am a pig..need a lots of sleep!!), i am really very blur...luckily e instructor did not scold me...he is very patient (coz he need to repeat e instructions and steps a few times..) haha..

anyway...recess wk is coming!!! haha...finally can stop gg to NUS everyday...(yes, i am very tired of taking tt one hr plus bus ride to sch..) but got tonnes of homework and projects to do!!! oh my...

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/VsJgxyFUYfs
haha..got sun xie zhi and wang ren fu!!!! finally there is something abt 5566 (although only got 2 of them )!!!! YAY!!!! haha...

5566, JIA YOU!!!!

everyone, JIA YOU too!!!!

one more week to recess week

2009-09-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

ok...after this week will be recess week...cant believe time flies just like tt....5 weeks had passed since i started uni..and in another 3 mth, i am having a holiday...haha...maybe it is like tt in uni...time flies like nobody's business..

anyway, went for driving yesterday..learnt directional change and e parking at one shot..haha..so i sort of completed e whole modules...and e rest of e sessions will be my revision (wow..i got a lot of revision then...still got 10 plus session to go..haha..)oh ya..congrats to edelyn for passing her driving test..(edelyn,u r a driver now!!! can drive me to kbox next time..haha)

my driving test is next mth 19 oct..haha...cant wait to get my license..haha..

& tmr got SUN XIE ZHI on bai wan da ge xing on channel u!!! will defintely rush home after sch (which end at 7pm) to watch (well, seriously i dunnoe how to get home in one hr time..but i will DO IT!!! haha...

JIA YOU everyone and SMILES!!!

(learn to let go when u need to...if not, u will end up being hurt..)

updates

2009-09-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

so many things + so little time = time management...

that is wad i wrote on fb..very true..really a lot...and guess wad i just noe: e true meaning of "CAP"- cumulative average point..haha..which means i cant slack anymore, which then bring to e next point: scholarship...i need to get a 3.5 (if i am not wrong)..and i actually aim for a 4 at e start to get to hons...which REALLY mean i have NO TIME TO SLACK anymore..haiz...

anyway, i got a concept for my new story...but then..no time to pen or type it down...sian...looks like i can only do it after this sem...which means is in dec....haiz...

went k-box wif edelyn on fri..realised she likes singing oldies, ok..to be fair, got a few new songs..haha....all those songs she chose, i all dunnoe (Except for her fei lun hai la..)..haha...

ok...enough le..gonna quickly print out stuffs and then sleep...tmr still need to do projectS!! haiz...

GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!!!

真的累了

2009-08-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

我累了，真的累了！！！

除了功课，我还得管别的东西--学开车，管理人际关系，担心该修读的课程，想什么时候该出国交流，什么时候去实习。。。

好多东西，但时间却还是只有24小时。。。

人总是这样。。如果给了我多一个小时，我想我还是会说不够用。。

哈哈！！还是别想太多了，毕竟我的头脑已经累了。

加油了！！！

坚持。。。

tiring indeed!!!

2009-08-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

next week tutorials will start, which means this week i must do my tutorials!!!! a lot of them and so foreign to me except tt microecon...

it has been 8 mths since i last doing a piece of homework...and this time, the homework is more challenging and requires more thinking than those in JC..haha...

well, need to go eat dinner and then do homework le..JIA YOU EVERYONE

and rmb to

SMILES!!!!!

a week of sch...

2009-08-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

finally...my 8 mths of break have ended...but they ended very abruptly...coz in july i was super busy...actually hope tt i would have a nice july break be4 sch start..but who noes, i unknowingly joined so many events..haiz...but still, i'm happy tt i joined them..

sch started this week wif only lect...to tell e truth: i am really NOT prepared to start this new journey..in fact, i am really very scared...how will this journey turn out? wad will i be like after 4 yrs of study? who will i be after 4 yrs? wad shld i be doing in this 4 yrs? a lot of qns..all have answers, but they will come very,very,very slowly....

hope to find someone to talk to...but found none..maybe is becoz of my nature: hate to tell ppl how e inner me feel...scared tt ppl will noe too much of me...haha...very confused..ya, tt's me...haiz..

坚持!!!!

everything will turn out well..this is e only thing i can tell myself...

updates...

2009-08-05T08:54:00.002+08:00

ok..here are the things tt had happened or are still happening around me:

1. driving: ended my july sessions last wed....will start aug next sat....

2. nus flag day: ended yesterday...super tired....flagged frm 7am to 10pm.

3. nus rag day: this sat...and my dance steps r not perfect yet..later still got prac at 11am..which i think i will be late again...

4. ndp usher: this sun is national day....will be helping out...hopefully it will run smoothly...

haiz..sch satrting next tue..but i am still not prepared to start a new chapter of my life..how?....

what holds in my future? only time will tell me...

i'm 1.7m tall!!!

2009-07-24T22:38:00.003+08:00

went for medical checkup on mon....discovered tt i'm 1.7m tall..haha..i grew by 0.8m..YAY!!! i can still wear heels tt r less than or equal to 5cm..haha...

anyway, went to take blood pressure and pulse rate...haiz..somehow i have phobia in doing this thing...at home, when i measure, my heartbeat will shoot all e way up to 90 plus..at e checkup, it went to 112!!! haha..luckily e doc noes tt i kan chiong..haha..

next, i drove in e rain..on 22/7, it rained in e morning..and this was e time tt i had my driving lesson..haha..not bad la..dun drive too fast can le...

oh ya..today went for matriculation...i am OFFICIALLY a uni student le..haha...haiz...will no longer be deemed as young kid le..will have to take responsiblity for wadeva i do..hmm...i guess i will learn along e way..

left ard 2 wks to rag day!!! and my dance is still not very good..OH NO!!!!

rest time now..haha...

学车, 跳舞, 义工

2009-07-17T23:05:00.004+08:00

这整个星期, 我都在忙上面那三件事. 好累啊, 几乎每天都得出门..因此无法真的呆在家里休息.

这三件事, 我还得继续做多几个星期. 嗨, 这是我所做的选择, 所以我必须负责...

加油!!! 我可以的!!!!! 哈哈...

接下来的压力会增加, 我会克服它的!!!!

坚持

(孙协志的第二本书的名称)

yay!!!

2009-07-16T17:21:00.004+08:00

completed today's driving lesson!!!! and i stalled for only ard 3 times la..and i managed to move on after coming to a stop (which means i managed my gear one la..) and i drove frm sengkang to ubi!!! haha..and i tried a bit of parking and reversing and u turn!!! haha....YES!!!! so high!!! i completed module 1!!!!!!

ok...haha..tmr morning got lesson also..then need to chiong to rag dance..haiz..hip hop arh!!!!!! JIA YOU!!!!! haha...

不要轻言放弃,否则对不起自己!!!

tired...

2009-07-15T23:48:00.001+08:00

ok...i am confimed in biz rag dance...and will be gg for pratice for ard 3times a week..which will slowly increase as time goes by until 8/8 (coz this is RAG DAY!!!)...

super tired lor...did hip hop today..which is super hard coz my body not very soft..haha..e actions seem weird..haiz..practice makes perfect..PRACTISE!!!

tmr gg for driving again..hopefully can manage e gear 1...and DUN STALL!!! most impt thing..haha...

JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!! jian chi!!!!

during e last week...

2009-07-12T22:21:00.006+08:00

ok..besides driving and rag dance, i did other things too..

on thu, went back to NP wif edelyn coz she wanna eat e ma la niu rou mian..haha..then went to J8 wif her to watch ICE AGE 3.. the movie not bad la..just tt i laughed only for a few minutes, whereas edelyn laughed a lot!!!!! haha..maybe is becoz my laughing pt is too high..or id becoz i say too many jokes le until i forget how to laugh le..haha..

then we went to POPULAR to shop and edelyn bought 2 word search bks to do coz she is too bored at home..haha..then we went to eat MAC...then edelyn pei me to go to heartware to collect my NDP attire...haha

on sat, i, wif another 2 heartware ushers and e ALPs, went to xinmin pri to bring e pri 5 to e floating platform to watch e NDP parade..haha..i feel young again...haha..

towards e end of show, it RAINED!!!!! so put on e poncho...and we sent e children back to sch...on e way back, i asked one of e children, "u want to sleep already?"..his reply was "no, gg to play computer later at home.." i looked at e teacher and e teacher laughed and said, "children.." ya..children r always full of energy...haha...

anyway, managed to take some photos AFTER my duty (one rule of heartware is nvr take photos or video when u r doing duty...) haha, i took e following when i am off duty k..haha

me wif e other 2 heartware ushers

me wif e 2 ALPs

tired....

2009-07-10T19:49:00.003+08:00

haiz...here r wad had happened:

1. driving lesson on wed
learnt how to control steering wheel and how to drive in lane...

2. rag dance prac on wed too
went there straight after driving lesson...did e front part of e dance..and e back roll!!! my right shoulder hurts now....

3. driving lesson today
got "killed" when i tried to start driving frm a stop...i just cant manage e 3 pedals!!! ah!!! sian..super sian...having e car to stall so many times will make you feel very, very sian...haiz....

不要轻言放弃,否则对不起自己!!!!

tmr will be NE show 1!!! will have fun, hopefully....

rag dance prac 2

2009-07-07T13:21:00.002+08:00

e prac was on yesterday..they taught us some dance moves..and i managed to learn them..haha..reminded me of 30th dance...haha...tmr gg again for dance prac...

anyway..tmr also have driving lesson..haha..cant wait..but then if my legs become ruan again..how am i gg to e dance prac later on...haha...

this sat is NE show 1!!! i, and another 2 heartware ushers and 2 ALP, meeting pri 5 students soon to bring them to e float to watch..haha..so high...nvr do be4..haha..

listening to 5566 songs now!!! so high!!! when r they gg to release another album?????cant wait..haha....

5566 JIA YOU!!!!!

NDP CR3!!

2009-07-05T12:13:00.002+08:00

went for ndp CR3 to help out as e usher...they provided lunch (KFC)...then we went off for duty..but e sun was super big and all of us got tan...and ya, my skin became more brown..haha..anyway, there were problems along e way, but coz this is our 1st time, so nvr mind la..haha..and guess wad, i saw qixiang (one of e 29th SC)..haha...dunnoe if i can see any 30th sc guys..haha..ok..enough le..super tired..haha...

driving prac lesson 1

2009-07-04T08:37:00.002+08:00

haha..will type a fast one:

went for e lesson feeling nervous yesterday..e instructor was very friendly and e 1st thing he taught was abt e clutch pedal..but then i only rmb e impt thing..coz at e start, i was quite blur la..so cant rmb a lot..after ard half an hr, i went to sit at e driver's seat..and then, it started..i was practising e clutch and accelator pedal...stepping on one and releasing e other at e same time really need practice..then i drove on e road (coz mine was at sengkang..so no circuit..so went to some unprohibited road to learn)..and by e end of e lesson, i was able to drive until e 4th gear (actually 5th la, coz i was supposed to push to 3rd gear, but i accidentally pushed to 5th twice!)haha...and i stalled twice..haha...next lesson on wed..will get better..yay!!

ok..got to end now..later gg for NDP CR3!!! haha...

updates!!

2009-07-02T21:22:00.003+08:00

ok...for a fast update..coz i wanna play neopets le...

1. went out wif qiyin, hui min and wan ting to vivo yesterday to shop..oh my..i got tired after shopping for 2 hrs..haiz..guess i am not a shopping person..haha..but seriously, vivo is really BIG!!! haha..

2. ndp CR3 this sat..which mean we r gg to start our work as ushers le..haha..

3. went for nus biz's rag camp today..signed up to be a rag dancer..hopefully get in..inez got into hers too..as for eve, i dunnoe..but let's hope she gets in too..coz gg to ask 30th to come down and support us!!! haha..

4. tmr starting driving!!! so high!!! haha...

that's all...neopets!!!!

boring...

2009-06-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

haiz..tried typing my story, but then..my thoughts r faster than e speed tt i typed!!! and i had a hard time phrasing my sentences to make it sound right..oh my!!! AND i thought of 1st part, but then how shld 2nd part go, i have no idea!! haha...

anyway, weather is super hot!!! wow!! everyday, in e afternoon, there is only 1 thing i will do--sleep!!! coz only then will i not be bothered by the weather....

but then..my brain will rot if i just do nothing but sleep..so i went to e library and borrowed bks...

BK 1: 樱野3加1...a lot of photos, plus some notes abt the drama and e characters..and i discovered one photo tt caught my attention!! XU MENG ZHE!! oh my, he is super handsome in tt photo!!! and i really mean it!!! haha..ok..i finally tt bk anyway..coz just look at pictures and some para only...

BK 2: some bk on accountancy...since i enter into accountancy, i decided to go read up on wad accountancy is actually all abt...and this bk is e one tt i just need..for beginners...and i have learnt a lot..but there is still a few chpts to go on be4 i finished it..oh my..haha...

BK 3 and Bk 4: both r novels..one in chinese, another in english..i have not read both yet...so haha...ya..will talk abt it when i read them..

ok..anything else? let's see...shld be tt's all...oh ya...got one thing:

I PASSED MY FTT!!!! haha..ya..in 10min again..yes!!!

ok..enough..wanna go sleep le..haha..

haha...this is so magic!!

2009-06-03T15:36:00.002+08:00

after posting e last blog, i went to youtube to search for videos..and watched SUN XIE ZHI's magic performance...

part 1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kDdAqCN0OCc&feature=related
is full of magic...

part 2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jB3qaRXi7pY&feature=related
is very romantic and sweet and is full of magic...

ppl, go and watch it..u wont regret it (tt's how i feel la..)..haha..

random coz im bored...

2009-06-03T14:45:00.003+08:00

ok..let's have some updates...

1. i was appointed leader for G1 for NDP 09 ushers.. haha...and the gd thing is one of my team mates (tt i have made last sat) will be my assistant leader...haha..both of us know each other le, which means we can get things done easily and quickly (coz friends le ma..haha..)

2. i went for my e-trial today.. wow..managed to pass all e way la..but then most r borderline pass...qns r a bit tricky, compared to those for BTT..must jia you for tmr, as well as on fri..haha..

3. i have accepted NUS's business admin (accountancy)..

4. i will be gg for secnario based learning at heartware office tmr nite at 7.15pm..which means can meet my team mates again..haha..tmr nite will be fun..haha..

5. trying very hard to write (or rather type) out my story tt i have in mind...but then..very hard to force myself..coz chinese characters r hard to typed (unlike english..) haiz..will spend a bit of time to get that done (if i ever start it in e 1st place..haha..)

ok..enough le..wanna go see if there is any other things for me to do..haha..and i hope 5566 will release new album soon...haha...it's quite long since e last album (1 yr plus le..)..but i dun mind waiting coz they r my idols!! haha..

new blog template...

2009-05-31T23:14:00.002+08:00

haha...tired of my old blog template..so decided to change a new one...not bad la..i think..haha..

anyway. i went out on fri wif edelyn to buy a book "芹仁关岛婚礼" ..coz i am super bored at home and am tired of reading for my FTT..so decided to meet up wif a friend who loves gg to book store (and tt is edelyn)..haha...the book is not bad la..wang renfu and ji qing are really very loving...can feel it just by reading and looking at the book..haha..

as for yesterday, i went to attend NDP volunteer usher leaders' training session..well, those who attended are shortlisted for leaders...result will be out by tmr's nite..hope tt i can get to be a leader..anyway, there were a lot of NP students...and according to one of them, overall, there can be more than half of the ushers coming frm NP..wow...and the next few training will be held at NP..which means i will be gg back to NP for the next few weeks...wow..haha..need to wake up early on sat le to be on time for e training..quite tiring la..but can make friends and have fun...haha..

next week is my FTT..shld be reading e bk again..but i have read it 2 to 3 times le...a bit sian of it le..haha..

ok..enough of blogging le...gg to see fb le..haha..

super sian arh!!!

2009-05-25T16:19:00.003+08:00

haiz...having been staying home rotting for dunnoe how many days le....but then when next mth comes, oh my, BUSY le wo..haha..

1. FTT
next mth on 5/6, i gg to have ftt le...tried very hard to force myself to read the bk la, but then failed..haha..it is the 1st time i found myself having no sense of urgency to study for a test..haha..maybe is becoz i'm away frm sch for too long....

2. NDP volunteer usher
signed up to be one..got in..and the series of training are gg to start frm this sat (which means i am no free to go out on sat le..and sunday too, coz too tired to do so...)

3. the uni's registration stuff...
quite messy now...with all the deadlines to do some things...haha...luckily i got friends gg to the same uni as me...can help each other out..haha...

4. orientation camp (maybe..)
signed up for it..but no reply yet...

there is actually sub-heading for some la....but too lazy to type coz REALLY A LOT of things to do in june..haha..JIA YOU!!!

ok..for e past week...besides slacking at home, i did went back to ny...and went out wif baozhu, lao da, chu yi, guo hao, hu, eve, and jianming....went to watch movie wif them..it is called "young victoria" erm..history film...ok la..not bad..hu and eve will always cheered when the female and male leads r together...and lao da looks super emo after the movie ended (he stoned at his seat for a few sec be4 he actually moved...1st time see lao da so emo...)

ok...this fri gg out again to watch movie and dinner wif some 30th...haha....

gg to study for my FTT le...

my target: get my driving licence by sept this yr....

NYJC's 32nd council investiture

2009-05-20T22:34:00.005+08:00

today, i went back to attend 32nd council investiture...it is really very heart-warming wif all the seniors and juniors (frm 28th to 32nd) gathering together..haha...

and i have met up wif my successors..i didnt noe tt i was actually doing 2 persons' duties all along until stevenn (my direct successor frm 31st) told me...they r: logistic director and liaison officer for cheering..so there r 2 councillors frm 32nd doing the 2 tasks that me and stevenn had done over the 1 yr in council..haha...

frm left: logistic director frm vietnam (not too sure abt it, but confirm is int'l student), laision officer for cheering (frm zhss, born in china, but in singaporean), stevenn (frm 31st and frm m'sia), and me (frm 30th, singapore)...stevenn says we r really very "int'l"

and i realised that zhss will have at most 2 students in the nyjc council..in 30th, it is me and yong cheng..in 32nd, it is yimei and erm.. the liaison officer for cheering (paiseh, i forgot his name la..haha..)

oh ya, the 3oth to 32nd CIB took photos together too..haha..

seeing the 31st handing over remind me of last yr when 30th stepped down too...somehow, councillors will forget how to take out and put on the council tag at the hand-over session..haha..super funny...

and for 30th, the word that we rmb is "STANDARDISATION!!" 29th really did a great job in drilling the word into us..haha..haiz..miss the old days where 3oth can see each other frm mon to fri, frm as early as 6.15am to as late as 12am..(coz we needed to go early for orientation and we stayed in sch for O1)..erm..actually is for 24hrs too..(got retreat, rmb?)

to 30th (erm, e 21 of you, you noe who u r): you people will be my best friends for life..thx you so much, brothers and sisters!!!

没工作的日子...

2009-05-20T10:10:00.002+08:00

是待在家的日子．好无聊啊!!!

anyway,射雕英雄传已播完了．so 我周末没什么想看的戏了...现在的我除了读FTT之外, 就是上网，玩游戏，看电视和睡觉．突然觉得生活过得有些懒散．

ok...enough of chinese le..using chinese makes me type super slow..

ya..i am slacking quite a lot since last fri...stayed at home and do some house work..and most importantly, learn how to cook frm my mum..haha...yes, i can now cooking at least 1 dish...haha...and ppl, pls be careful of e way u open e pot cover...dun open when e steam rushing towards you...it is super painful to get scalded in this manner (and kind of stupid too..haha...) ya, that happened to me..haha..luckily i was fast enough to put down e cover to prevent e steam frm rushing out towards me..haha..

anyway... i will be learning driving in july..cant wait for it..haha..i will chiong to finish e driving so tt it wont drag for too long...haha...hopefully i am talented in driving, can understand what e instructors say very fast...

ok..enough le...later gg back to nyjc to attend 32nd council investiture..tmr gg to k-box wif miic...mon gg to watch movie wif a few 30th...then gg to watch another movie wif 30th again on some fri or sat...hopefully all these keep me occupied...haha

and..sun xie zi very li hai..haha...go watch e latest bai wan da ge xing tt has him as one of e competitors..haha....

In addition to e previous post

2009-05-14T23:08:00.002+08:00

ppl, i am gg to disconnect myself frm e world frm tmr till sun..coz i need to re-charge myself..and to stop myself frm emo-ing

so pls DO NOT sms or call me for 3 days coz i will NOT reply you..(exceptions: if you really need a listening ear or if there is something important or urgent, then contact me)

THANK YOU!!!!

EMO!!

2009-05-14T21:43:00.001+08:00

since yesterday, i began to emo for dunnoe wad reason (yes, i myself also dunnoe why am i like tt!!) today at office, oh my, for e 1st time, i talked less than 10 times...ya, super quiet of me..everyone ard me tried to cheer me up..but then..to no avail...

ppl, if i really dun talk, pls dun force me to..if i dun want say why i am emo, pls dun try to force me to say why i am emo coz there are times where i really dunnoe...

haiz...i dunnoe la...

anyway, i did a facebook ans and got e following result:
在男生眼中，妳有一點傻大姊，也比較活潑,雖然妳覺得自己不夠女人味，但還是有很多男生覺得和妳聊天很舒服，也常把妳當哥兒們看。妳增強電波的方法──真誠就是妳的魅力。妳不用裝作小女人，只要多多充實內在和聊天話題，就可以成為最受歡迎的交心美眉~加油喔!

oh my..ya, i hope to have brothers..right now, i have quite a few le--30th guys (i.e. lao da SK, guo hao, yong cheng, javier, jian ming, tze kai, eugene, yi long. zul) and alywin...ok..with so many bro, i dun think i wanna have any more 哥兒們..haha...and i have a lots of sisters le (30th girls and edelyn)

ok..enough of jokes..i very emo now..how? i have been listening to 5566's songs e whole day but like no use leh..maybe is becoz i didnt listen to their "high" songs la..haiz..let's hope tmr is a better day..

sun xie zhi says, "if you r able to make yourself suffer depression, then you shld be able to find ways to get urself out of it.." ( i translate his saysing into english)...so if i am able to make myself emo, i shld be able to find ways to keep myself happy..haha..

黑夜的转弯是白天,愤怒的转弯是快乐...

me and my friends

2009-05-10T21:14:00.015+08:00

oh well, i'm a bit bored..so decided to add photos to my blog..

to side track a bit, my idols: 5566!!!

i PASSED my BTT!!

2009-05-08T10:55:00.002+08:00

yes, i have passed my BTT in 10min yesterday..haha..it's really easy if you have read the theory book and have common sense...and ya...i applied for PDL yesterday too (since i really have a lot of time to spare be4 meeting up wif edelyn)...next up will be FTT on 5/6..then practical lessons in july (hopefully i am fast enough to book the lessons..haha)

ok..now for some quick updates of my unemployed days since monday:

on mon:

-did not do much, just study for my BTT e-trial..did the FB quiz..then went sleeping from time to time (super shuang..haha)..then watched TV programmes too..then that's all

on tue:

-went to supermarket wif mum...super crowded arh!!!!! haha...then went for e-trial..then did FB quiz again..then watched TV..then tt's it...

on wed:

-went supermarket again (this time not crowded coz wed is bring-your-own-bag day...)..then went for e-trial again...then did FB quiz..then sleep..then watch TV..then end of the day..

on thu (that's yesterday):

-did and PASSED my BTT...met up wif edelyn to complete alywin's present (haiz..ppl, next time if you r trying to make a new thing that you nvr try be4, pls TRY making one before doing the actual one..coz your idea may fail you..haha..)..ok..then met up wif ee ling and of course, the birthday boy-alywin..haha.. then had dinner at manhattan fish market which is a treat frm alywin (ya, the b'dae boy insisted on giving a treat)..ok, then went to swensens where edelyn finally had her apple crumbles...i actually wanted to order ice-cream, BUT super full!!!! haha...ok, this time is we the girls who pay for it (though is many times cheaper la...haha)...

on fri (today):

-blogging (like now!!!)..then using FB...then gg to work at 12pm plus...work frm 2pm to 6pm..then come home have dinner, watch TV..then sleep again....haha....

that's all!!!! for the weekends..hmm...blog some other time ba..haha...

STAY HAPPY AND SMILES ALWAYS EVERYONE!!!

went back to NYJC

2009-04-25T23:24:00.007+08:00

haha..went back to NY today to get award..i wore court shoes..then realised tt i got blisters on my little toe on both feet and they burst..oh my..super pain can.must be too long nvr wear e pair of shoes then become like tt..luckily got qi yin around who accompanied me to buy plasters..thx you qi yin...

.
then walked around the sch and found tt they added one drink vending machine and one food vending machine..so cool..haha...then attended e college day ceremony..(oh, i received my b'dae birthday frm miic..it is a very colourful wallet wif a bracelet..thx you miic, yee ting and ziting....)

after e ceremony..went to collect SGC...haha..saw edelyn..then i wanted to take photos with her (actually before tt, i already took wif qiyin..ya, you can see i nowadays become very zi lian..but is because got nothing to do ok..haha)...after taking e photos and SGC, i said good bye to edelyn and went to find chuyi, eugene and yilong..then somehow...i ended up talking to a grp of 31st..haha..super funny can..they told me some of e things tt happened during e ceremony and other things tt happened to them during other events like orientation..haiz..reminded me of 30th..i missed those days, though the days were tiring, but still i learnt quite a lot and most importantly, i found a group of bro and sis who become my best buddies..haha..

ok..that's what happened today..the song below is nice too..haha

英雄寞:

等谁那沸腾的魂魄

如让山水为之褪色

来拯救这天涯萧索

是谁恩怨情愁演活

心上牵挂无暇抖落

只为世事杀出传说

唯匡世经纬胸怀天下

血染敌城却为残杀

难道有违天道错

叹悲歌未切为憾奈何

怕岁月过只随信念活

等后世来评说

你是风沙的怒吼

你是断崖的坚守

你是剑锋过后

仰望月夜

眉间的寂寞

你是滴水的沉着

你是落花的幽柔

你是万世称颂

却为日落

默默哀叹的血肉

GOOD NIGHT :)

in this week...

2009-04-23T21:24:00.007+08:00

hmm... a lot of things happened this week..got good ones and bad ones...let's start wif the bad ones...

went for 2 interviews (one for academic, another for non-academic)..both r group interview...i discovered tt it was super hard for me to shine..haha...maybe becoz i no longer noe how to debate (even since graduated, i have nvr argued wif hu wen..so maybe tt's e reason y i forgot how to do tt le... (hu wen, next time we meet each other, we argue hor..haha..))...ok..for e gd things..

went wif edelyn mei mei and alywin gor gor to raffles city to take free ice cream on Free Cone Day..haha..super high..and this time, i waited in an air-conditioned area and i didnt wait for too long..haha..really super HIGH!!! i took e chocolate flavour one..haha..super shuang when i got it...and after eating, we went shopping..frm raffles city to suntec then to bugis..ended up in kinokuniya for abt one hr where we went around looking at books.. (this is perhaps e longest time tt i stayed at a book store looking at books lor.but i found some chinese one tt i like, but nvr buy la.haha..)..then at close to 9.30pm, we went to the new shopping centre at bugis (coz edelyn suddenly saw it)...then we went in and haha..most shops were closed..but we went to a stall to see ez link card stickers..haha..then, we finally decided to go home..

ok..tmr gg out wif edelyn (and maybe alywin too) to orchard..haha..go shopping again...haha...

at least got these things tt make my week happy lor..if not, hais...anyway, i cut my hair today!! haha..it is a v-shape at the end..and got shortened a bit..oh, e cut is for $10 and i can get to keep the comb..haha..got new comb le..ok..tt's all..i wanna use facebook le..

是你的,就是你的;不是你的,不管你怎么做,始终不是你的.

it's friday!!

2009-04-17T23:29:00.005+08:00

yes..today is friday..which means weekends r coming!!!! yeah!!! haha..can sleep for a longer period of time...

last week got a friend sms me to ask me how to do a maths qn..only till then did i realise that i super long nvr use my brain le..BUT luckily, i did managed to solve the qn within, well, 45 min (i suppose..) the qn is (x+1)(x+2)(x+3)(x+4)=8, solve for the real roots wif extra value..if you r free and you think you r a math pro, pls feel free to try..haha...

hmm..nowadays at my office, i am quite slack la..not many things to do le..but then, i slack until i feel super tired..edelyn also..she even went around looking for a place to sleep lor..but then she still got wake up and help me collect stuff (thanks a lot, girl)..haha...

anyway, i brought my camera to the office to take photos..haha..the photos r now at my facebook (haha..i finally noe how to use some of the facebook's functions! yippy!!)

ok..want to sleep le..haha..oh ya, 30th..go see my facebook!! i uploaded council photos..heehee...

good night, eveybody!!!

5566 got facebook!

2009-04-12T18:32:00.002+08:00

yeah!! 5566 has facebook: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/pages/5566/8557946761?ref=share

haha...people, if u have facebook..go join it..haha

anyway, i watched the 2nd horror movie in my life...it was a thai horror movie shown on channel u last friday's night...it is not as scary as the one that i watched during council camp.the council camp is oh my, and i cannot show my fear to the 31st (yes, i really got scared by tt movie)...haha..the one shown on channel u did not freak me out..and tt is the point..haha...

ok..what else can i talk abt..hmm..shld be nothing le ba...haha...

ENJOY your sunday, ppl!!!

blogging time

2009-04-04T22:58:00.005+08:00

ok..time for weekly updates..i shall talk abt some funny stuffs 1st..

yesterday, at my office...

after lunch, the tag on the door wrote "PULL" (and my mind actually read tt out), BUT my hands went to "PUSH" it.. for a moment, i thought to myself, "why didn't the door open?" and i read the word "PULL" again.. and haha, discovered that i was pushing the door..

at ard 3pm, i went wif edelyn to level 6 to pass some stuff..when we were leaving, the tag on the door wrote "PUSH" (again, my mind read tt), BUT my hand went to "PULL" it..it didn't open...as the door is those kind that need to push button ones after a certain timing, i thought need to press..however, a guy was coming in and he pull the door and it opened! so i thought again and haha..realised tt i went to PULL it instead of PUSH it..

the 2 cases made me realised how well my brain and hands coordinate with each other..haha...

oh..got another one..before we left the office..alywin walked one big round in the office..so edelyn asked "why you walk in circle?"..haha, guess what i said, "becoz he wants to go to the circus.." at that point of time, i could feel that the 2 of them stoned for 1 second before saying "so cold.." haha..it has been a long time since somebody is stone-ing when i say a cold joke..the 30th would just say "mui, enough"; "mui, nice try, try harder the next time"..haha..i felt so accomplished...heehee..

ok..anyway, i went to register for driving today..haha..super high..but that at the same time scared..how would driving on the road be like?..haha..anyway, i will find tt out in june..

oh..and i found wang shaowei's blog..yeah!!!! but i cant find the others..hmm..maybe they dun have ba..

ok..anything else? let's see..oh, facebook..erm, apart from knowing how to add friends, write something on the wall..i think the others i dun really know le..oh well, anything la..haha

alright..that's about all..

updates

2009-03-29T13:57:00.011+08:00

ok..blogging time...i have created a facebook account..but then..it seems so hard to manage..can anyone who is free teach me how to use it? haha..sorry, i'm a bit not IT savvy.

anyway, went out with some 30th on friday..we went to eat jap food..not bad la...

but then..i was super tired..so did not really mingle around much..so i just listened and listened...talked less..but not bad leh..just absorb, no need to process..haha

ok..i went to borrow 2 library bks yesterday (1 chinese and 1 english)..i have completed the chinese one this morning..it's a love story (ai qing xiao shuo) la..and it is not bad, just tt the ending i feel a bit abrupt le..now i am left with the english storybook..hmm..that one i think i will take a longer time to read coz my english is not as strong as my chinese...

oh ya..mr ng from zhss co has promoted to become a father..he mass sent sms to everyone to tell us the gd news..congrats to him!!!

oh well..tmr is monday again, which means needs to go work..my work schedule this week can only use one word to describe "BUSY"!! but it is better than nothing to do..can you imagine that you have nothing to do and you stone in a office that is super freezing!!

oh ya..sk (lao da) and qiyin and bao zhu having smu interview..lao da one is yesterday..qiyin is next sat..bao zhu one i dunnoe. anyway, 3 of you MUST JIA YOU coz you all are from 30TH!!!

ok..shld be enough of updates le..this is a photo of me taken by myself (and zi pa-ing is super tiring..)haha...

still waiting for results...deng dai zhong...

Choices made!!

2009-03-24T21:42:00.002+08:00

YEAH!!! i have made my university admission application and scholarship application..all i have to do now is to wait...

anyway, i have OT for a week plus another 3 days..wow...dunnoe that i can OT for so many days.. can consider it as an accomplishment..haha... anyway, i am taking off tmr!!! finally can take a break, BUT will have to work on thu and oh, it will then be a BUSY period for me again...haiz..but actually i shld be happy le..i am working for the 1st time and it is in an environment where everyone treats you well..YEAH!!!

ok..enough of work...now shld say other stuffs.. went for 31st council camp campfire..not bad, with 29th around, the whole thing was WOW!!! the atmosphere is very gd and HIGH!!! and i get to see most of the 30th...haha..as for the 32nd..hmm...under observation..

ok...i think enough le la..oh!!! i can currently watching SHE DIAO YING XIONG ZHUAN..oh my..the actors r so shuai and e actresses r not bad too..and the ending song 乌云然..it's lyrics really interest me..see below:

英雄剑起了风尘
在一望无垠的荒漠
心若重生

梦不断地延伸
谁遥望着故土中原
用一生不停地追问
情归何方
曲为谁唱

轻纱随风难解思念的伤
英雄伤心为谁几度情长
琴声不断与谁今生共赏
音未觉纵马置身疆场

这一生为谁刻下伤痕
千年的武功
豪情划破长空
梦不断英雄侠义柔肠
伊人终相伴对酒笑谈江山

wow..i am yan jiu-ing this song.. everyone..go listen to it!!

quick updates

2009-03-10T21:58:00.002+08:00

got my A level results le..not bad la..got a range of choices to choose from..so after the day of release of results, my brain is always thinking of a question: What do i want to do now?

went to SMU open hse, gg to NTU and NUS one on this weekend..hopefully by the end of these open hse, i am ready to apply..

turn left or turn right? walk straight in front or turn behind?

so many choices. so many different implications. what should i do now?

当宅女遇到外送员--大纲

2009-02-22T15:00:00.001+08:00

小敏原本是一个开朗的女生，但因男友家俊的一句话，她决定当一个宅女。

阿杰是一名炸酱面外送员，也是小敏的国小和国中的同学。他从小就喜欢小敏，但因觉得自己配不上她，所以不敢跟她告白。即便如此，已有了女友的阿杰还是爱着小敏。

当这对已多年没联络的朋友再次碰面，他们的人生即将改变。

继《他与她》之后，另一个爱情故事即将登场。

PS: please feel free to leave your comment after reading. Thank you :)

当宅女遇到外送员--PART 1

2009-02-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

机场是一个悲欢离合的地方，每天都有人重逢，也有人与亲人分开，到国外去。

在出境入口前站着一对恋人。

“小敏，我一回来，就马上到你家找你。你可要等我！”家俊笑着对小敏说。

“会的，我一定会的。你要好好照顾自己！”小敏眼睛含着泪地说。

家俊点了点头，亲了小敏的额头一下，便转身走向出境入口。而小敏则站在原地，看着家俊离去，心想着：“你一定要回来找我！我等你！“

两年后…

这一天，小敏打了通电话，叫了一盒碗炸酱面，然后继续坐在沙发上看电视。

三十分钟过了。“叮当！叮当！”电铃响了。

小敏伸了伸懒腰，拿了钱，就走去开门。

“小姐，你好。这是你点的炸酱面。一共是五块钱。”外送员说道。小敏接过那盒炸酱面，并把钱交给那外送员。“谢谢。”外送员拿了钱，看了看小敏，继续说：“小姐，你好面善噢。我们见过面吗？”

小敏心想：“什么？用这种方式搭讪也未免太老土了吧。”

“你是小敏，对不对？我阿杰啦，记得吗？”外送员阿杰开心地说。

小敏摇了头。阿杰接着说：“我们是国小和国中同班同学呀！我是那个常作弄你的阿杰。记得了吗？”

“你就是那个把死蟑螂放进我书包的阿杰！我怎么这么倒霉啊？竟然会再次遇见你！”小敏生气地骂。

“喂，别这样啦。好不容易又见面，你应该感到开心才对呀。”阿杰依然微笑地对小敏说。

“没事了吧？那请走！”说完，小敏便关上了门。

站在门外的阿杰看傻了眼，心想：“她怎么变得如此无情呀？小时候的她对大家是那么友善的，可现在的她怎么会？”摸不着头的阿杰原本想再按门铃见小敏并问个清楚，但一想到小敏刚才的态度，他决定打消了这个念头，离开了…

当宅女遇到外送员--PART 2

2009-02-22T14:50:00.002+08:00

这一天，阿杰休假。原本约了女友阿琳去看戏，但阿琳因有事不能赴约。“嗨，该做些什么呢？”正当阿杰在绞尽脑汁想该做什么时，他突然看到那张摆在书橱上的国中班级照片。“我知道该做什么了！”他拿起了钥匙就跑了出去。

四十五分钟后，他抵达了小敏的家。

“叮当！叮当！叮当！”

小敏开了门，一见门外站的是阿杰，就生气地骂：“你怎么来了？我又没叫炸酱面！”

“你是没叫炸酱面啦，但我来是为了探访朋友，不行吗？”阿杰边说边走了进小敏的屋子。

“喂，你怎么可以随便进来呀？这可是我家！”小敏大声地说。

“别这样啦，难得老朋友来看你。”阿杰回答，并开始观察她的屋子：鞋架上的鞋整齐地并列在一起，而且非常干净；客厅的桌子有各式各样的食物与饮料，而且都是外送的；沙发上有一条棉被和一个枕头；电视也开着的。“你生病了吗？”阿杰好奇地问。

“没有。”小敏回答道。

“那你为什么不出门吗？

“嗨，我已经当了两年的宅女了。”小敏拿了饮料给阿杰，并继续说：“我在等我男朋友回来找我。他说他一回来，就会来这儿找我。”

“那也不必当宅女呀！”

“我不想错过他回来。”

“这…”阿杰已无话可说了。

接下来的五分钟，客厅里的声音都来自那台开着的电视机。阿杰与小敏俩坐在沙发上，静静地看着电视节目。

“这节目好无聊耶。我们出去走走，好吗？”阿杰笑着问小敏。

小敏摇了摇头，说：“没事了吧？那请回去。”说完，她站了起来，准备去开门。正当她走了第一步，她却不小心踩到了棉被。“啊！”小敏喊道。

身手敏捷的阿杰立刻冲上前扶了小敏，且问：“没事吧？”

“没事。”小敏抬起头回答。这时，他们俩眼对着眼看着对方。气氛顿时变得有些尴尬。小敏回了神，站稳了脚步，便推开了阿杰，往门的方向走去。“我去开门，你可以走了。”小敏说。

阿杰没说些什么，只往那扇门走了出去。阿杰一出去，小敏就马上关上门。靠着门的小敏心里想到：“我刚才是怎么了？怎么会心跳加速呢？家俊，你到底什么时候才回来？我好想你呀！”想着想着，她的眼泪不禁流了下来。

阿杰骑着单车回家去。一路上，他的心一直在痛。他万万也没料到，他守候着的女生如今竟变成这个样子。“不行！我一定要帮她找会以前的自己！”

当宅女遇到外送员--PART 3

2009-02-22T14:34:00.001+08:00

“叮当！叮当！叮当！”

小敏开了门，不敢相信自己所看到的。

“嗨！我们一起出去玩玩吧！”阿杰兴高采烈地说。

“你为什么又来呀？你就真的那么空闲吗？”小敏又开始骂阿杰了。

“嘻嘻！给你猜中了！我今天休假，在家里又没事做，所有想找人陪我到游乐场玩一玩！”

“要玩，你自己玩！”说完，小敏便要关上门，但却被阿杰给挡住了。

“喂，小姐，我那天救了你，你就当做是报答我，陪我去一下游乐场吗。”

“拜托，那天我可没叫你扶我。”

“别这样啦。就陪我玩一玩吗。”阿杰装出了一副很可怜的样子。

“好啦，好啦。你真烦！给我五分钟。”说完，小敏便关上门。

阿杰带着小敏到了游乐场。在游乐场里，阿杰拉着小敏，又是坐过山车，又是玩海盗船。不久，小敏又变回以往那活泼开朗的女生，脸上也带着灿烂的笑容。

“给，吃个冰棒！”阿杰把冰棒给了小敏。

“谢谢。”小敏微笑地回答。

“应该我谢你才对，谢谢你陪我玩了一整天。”

“不，我才该谢你。自从家俊出国后，我就没出来过。要不是你今天硬拉我出来，我就不会这么开心呢。所以谢谢你。”

“好了。别再谢来谢去了。我们都是老朋友了，还需要这么客气吗？不过说真的，你应该多出来走走，别整天困在家里头。我想你的他也不希望你这么做的。”

“知道了。改天你有空，可记得要来找我玩噢！”

“哇，不错吗？态度变友善了吗。”

“喂，别忘了，我可是有当过福利代表的。“

“是是是。好了，该回家了。我送你回去。”说完，阿杰把安全帽交给了小敏。

小敏接过安全帽，戴了上去。正当她准备上车时，她看到前面有个熟悉的身影。

“怎么还不上车？”阿杰问。

“家俊，是家俊！”小敏冲上前去。

“小敏！小敏！”阿杰下了车也追了过去。

突然，小敏停下了脚步。她不敢相信眼前的那一幕：家俊身边竟出现一名女子！此刻，小敏知道了一切，家俊之所以没去找她是因为他已变了心。她的泪水不禁流了出来。阿杰一见小敏流泪，也明白了。他一气之下，冲了上前，喊了一声“家俊”，便赏了对方一拳。小敏看了，马上跑上前，阻止阿杰。“你在干吗？”小敏生气地问。

“我要帮你教训他。他害你那么惨，我今天非教训他不可。”

小敏连忙拉着阿杰，说：“算了，谁叫我那么傻？走吧。”

“走？他…”

“你不走，我走！”说完，小敏便掉头走人。

阿杰看着家俊，说到：“别让我再看到你。”接着，他马上转身追小敏。

“小敏，对不起。是我不好，骗了你。请原谅我。”家俊轻声地说。

“没是吧？”家俊身边的女子问道。

家俊摇了摇头，便带那女子进了游乐场。

回到家后，小敏静静地坐在沙发上。在旁的阿杰看到小敏一言不发地坐着，心里不禁紧张了起来。“别再想那个男人了。他不值得你为他伤心﹑难过。”阿杰尝试安慰小敏，但她仍不出声。“想哭就哭吧。别管我。”阿杰又说。

小敏的眼泪开始流了出来。“为什么？我那么爱他，他为什么要骗我？为什么？”小敏激动地说。

心疼的阿杰往前抱住了正在痛哭的小敏，并说：“哭吧！把所有的痛苦都哭出来吧。从明天起，我绝不会再让任何人伤害你，让你再次伤心﹑难过。”

当宅女遇到外送员--PART 4

2009-02-22T14:33:00.002+08:00

接下来的三个月，阿杰只要一有空，就会到小敏的家陪她，有时也会带她出门。

这一天，阿杰带着小敏到街上走走。

“谢谢你一直陪我。要不是你在我身边，我真不知道我会如何度过这段痛苦的日子。”小敏对阿杰说。

阿杰微笑地回答：“哪的话？我们是好朋友耶，朋友就是该互相帮忙的吗。大不了以后你再帮我呀。”

小敏笑了笑说：“好，一定会的。”

这时，阿杰的手机响了。“抱歉，我接个电话。”说完，他走到一旁去听电话。

“喂。”

“是我。你现在在哪里？”电话的另一段是阿杰的女朋友，阿琳。

“我…我在上班。”

“上班？阿杰，不要再骗我了！你现在在泡美媚，对吧？”阿琳生气地说道。

“你怎么会…” 阿杰抬头一看，只见阿琳气冲冲地走到小敏面前，并打了她一巴掌。他立刻冲上前，说：“你这是干吗？”

“你休假不陪我，反而来陪她！我可是你的女朋友！”

“够了。我跟朋友出门，也需要得到你的批准吗？还有，你凭什么打我朋友呀？你到底想怎样？”

“怎样？我打她，你心疼了，是吗？还问我要怎样？好，我问你，你要她还是我？”

小敏再也听不下去了，于是说：“对不起，我看这…”

“你别多嘴！我不是在问你。阿杰，怎么不说话了？你喜欢上她了，对吧？”

阿杰终于忍无可忍。“是，我是喜欢她，而且还是从国小就开始了。”

“终于说出了真心话。好，那我们分手。”一说完，阿琳便含泪跑走了。

站在一旁的小敏听到阿杰的告白，整个人变傻了。

“小敏，我是真的喜欢你。我们…”

“不要再说了。”小敏喊了出来。

“小敏！”

“不要再说了。阿杰，你真的很讨人厌。亏我还把你当成知己，原来你陪我是有目的的。”

“不是的，小敏，我是真心的。”

“够了！你不要再解释了。你知道吗？还没和你重逢的时候，我的世界是美的。自从你出现，我顿时从天堂跌进地狱，家俊离开我，然后又莫名其妙地被人打。够了，真的够了，我们不要再见面！”说完，小敏立刻转身跑走。

“小敏！”阿杰心碎地站在原地，看着小敏的身影渐渐走远。这时，老天爷下起了雨，而阿杰的心也开始堆起了乌云，下起了永不停止的雨…

回到家的小敏坐在沙发上，不断地哭泣。“铃，铃，铃。”电话响了。小敏擦了擦眼泪，走去接听电话。“喂。”

“喂，小敏。是舅妈呀。你还好吗？”

“嗯，还好。”小敏尝试笑着回答，不想让舅妈知道她哭过。

“小敏，你舅舅的公司需要一些人手。你现在没工作吧？要不要回来帮你舅舅呢？”

小敏心想：“反正留在这里只会让我再次伤心﹑难过，不如离开好了。”于是，她答应了舅妈的邀请…

当宅女遇到外送员--END

2009-02-22T14:30:00.002+08:00

三年后…

“小姐，你的炸酱面。”店员把一碗炸酱面放在小敏的桌上。

“谢谢。”小敏吃了几口，觉得十分好吃，于是便吩咐店员去把他的老板请出来，准备表扬他。

“小姐，你找我吗？”老板看了小敏一眼，说：“小敏，你怎么会…”

“阿杰，你…你开了店喔？”

阿杰坐了下来，继续说道：“哈哈，是呀，一年前开的。你呢？这几年过得好吗？听说你出国工作了，怎么会回来了？”

“你一下子问我那么多问题，要我怎么回答你？

“我…”

“我舅舅派我来这里处理一些事情。”

“那什么时候回去呢？”

“后天。”

“这么快？”

“还有工事要办吗。”

“那达几点的班机？

“怎么？要送我呀？”

此时的阿杰已害羞地不知如何回答。

“下午三点。”小敏微笑地说。

“好，知道了。对了，我的员工说你找我，有事吗？”

“没事，只是想告诉你你的面很好吃。”

“哈哈，那是当然的啦。这面可是我亲自做的。好吧，既然你那么识货，这餐我请。”

“那可是你说的喔。”这时，小敏的手机响了。小敏看了看，说：“对不起，我要去忙了。再见。”说完，小敏站了起来，走出了店。

“喂，她就是你喜欢的人吧。已经几年了，你还那么痴情。刚才怎么不向她告白呢？”阿杰的好朋友问道。

“告白过了，但被拒绝了。”

“那就再试呀！如果还是被拒绝，那你就死心吧。”

阿杰听了，心想：“再次告白，好吗？”

两天过了。这一天是小敏离开的日子。小敏望了望周围，却看不到阿杰的踪影。“他不会来的。”小敏傻笑了一下，转身走向出境入口。

“小敏！小敏！”

小敏回头一看。“阿杰，你怎么来了？”

“小敏，我…我…”

“你什么呀？

阿杰喘了喘口气，说：“小敏，别走，好吗？不要再离开我。我…我喜欢你、“

“这…这是你的真心话？”

“是的。小敏，你知道吗，我之所以选择卖炸酱面都是因为你。当初我们重逢的时候，是我送炸酱面到你家。所以我相信我们又会因为它而再次见面，没想到果然如此。小敏，为了我，留下来，好吗？”阿杰以诚恳的眼神看着小敏。

小敏面无表情地回答：“如果你认为这样就能感动我的话…那你就成功了！”小敏笑着往前抱住了阿杰。

阿杰也笑了，紧紧地抱着小敏。此刻，时间仿佛为这对恋人停了下来。

“只要是真心的，就一定能感动对方！”

《他与她》

2009-02-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

CHAPTER 1：

这不是一个神话，而是发生在一对傻瓜情人身上的一段传说：

因为爱，他和她相遇了。

很会偷心的她，慢慢地将他的心给偷走了。

他的世界有了她之后，便有了magic。对他来说，她，就是他的挚爱。

他们在同一个世界里一起冒险。面对困难，他们像勇士们一样，一起跟它（他）拼。他们经历了无数的煎熬及挑拨，但是最后还是回到了原点。

因为爱情漫游，她 ‘游’ 到了别人的open arms。对她而言，easy come easy go 是无所谓的。

她的离开，使他白色花漾的世界，顿时风云变色, 冷风过境。在他的世界里，她的存在，是世界最美的风景。

他常记起他们俩一起度过的快乐时光，尤其是那次……

那时候，她对他说：“It’s party time，因为是我的生日。” 他们到pub 去庆祝。当Deejay播放“We will rock you”时，他们俩跳得像疯子一样，玩得十分开心。那晚，他拿出一个小盒子，并对她说：“For you”。原来他用了他生平第一份薪水，买了条项链给她……

回想起，他总会感到一丝的甜蜜。

他也常想起她对他所说过的话：“Cest si bon…”但在他的脑海里留下最深刻的印象莫过于那一句话：“ 就让我们一起陪着对方绽放光芒吧。”

他好想向她大声喊道：“我难过。Without your love，比起吃哇沙咪，我更想要哭，but I will do my crying in the rain，为的就是不让你看到我伤心的样子。”

她的离别，对他而言，就像是对他开了一枪。枪声把他吵醒，要他面对这残酷的现实。“怎样？”他问自己，“该放手一搏，把她追回来吗？”最后，他做了决定。他追赶跑跳碰，他bounce, 为了就是到她的身边，对她说：“Please give me one more try。请回到我身边。”

他一直在四渡空间里，守候着她。不到最后一秒，他永不放弃。他希望她能回来，让他有机会继续在深夜里，用手机和她谈天，并对她说：“宝贝快睡。”

CHAPTER 2：

一光年过去了，他们在繁忙的道路上再次见面。“好久不见”是他们对彼此所说的第一句话……

他们重逢的这一天是大家在喝采北京可以举办奥运的日子。他与她为了感受气氛，不约而同地决定漫游中国。但他们做梦也没想到竟然会在这儿遇到彼此。这时，一名抱着小小小孩的男子走到了她的身边。

看到这一幕的他顿时心如刀割。

而她整个人却像是着火似的，不断地在流汗，心想：“这下误会大啦！”她恨不得自己是只变色龙，与周围合为一体，这样就不会让他看到这一切。

“那我现走一步了。”说完，他便转身走了。

“他是谁呀？”那男子问道。

她回答：“堂哥，他是我爱的人。”

CHAPTER 3：

在月儿光光的夜里，坐在窗户边，游览着互联网的她看到许多寻友启示。她心想：“人总是在失去联络后，才想到与朋友度过的快乐时光…”

想着想着，她不禁想起到他。她决定了，于是便拿起手机，打了个号码，并说：“我们见面吧。”

CHAPTER 4：

坐在公园亭子里的他们一句话也没说，只是静静地吃着他买的otah。

“辣吗？”他问道。

“不辣不辣。没想到你还记得我爱吃otah。”

“我从没忘记过，又怎么会记得呢？”

气氛顿时变得有些尴尬。

“你在看什么？我的背后有东西吗？”他又问。

“不，我在看到那棵树。那树上有只青鸟，觉得好奇怪噢。”

“有什么好稀奇的？这世上是没有不可能的事。你不相信的并不代表它就不存在。”

“其实那天你见到的男子是…”

“是你堂哥。我后来记起我有见过他，就在我们交往时。”

“噢，原来如此。”

接着，又安静了。

“我们重新开始，好吗？”他终于鼓起勇气问她。

她微笑并站了起来，走到他身边，给了他一个拥抱。“好，我们再试一次。”她开心地说。

正当他们以为他们已通过爱情的终极陷阱，一连串的考验即将开始…

待续…

14/2/2009

2009-02-14T21:49:00.002+08:00

quite long never blog le. so decided to post one today.

firstly, HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY AND HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!

next, chingay had ended a few weeks ago. it was really very fun and i really made a lot of friends (although there was quite a long time of waiting before the event started for both days). overall, the experience was great and i am really happy to join it (at least i had done something meaningful during this long holiday break)

went back to nyjc on thu for disco nite. was a bit disappointed that the 31st never taught them 30th dance. but since their own dance was so so long, then suan le. oh ya, their disco nite was cool! as in their lightings were super great. and it was nice. nyjc also has a new herb garden, heard that it is nice, shall take a look next time when i go back.

a level result is going to be released soon. hmm. how would my results be? hopefully history don't repeat can le.

anyway, i learned how to print labels using the microsoft words at my working place!! i am super high la. haha. this is one of the accomplishments i got from my job.

ok..that's for now. oh ya, sun xie zhi's b'dae is coming! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUN XIE ZHI!!! and everyone, go listen to tang yu zhe's new song called "xin ge".. that song not bad..ok..everyone, rest well!! and SMILES ALWAYS :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

2009-01-29T22:21:00.012+08:00

wow...another year has passed..a new year has come...this new year i am VERY HAPPY!!! reasons why i am happy:

1. there are a lot of cny goodies to eat..

2. got ang baos to get

3. got 5566 on TV shows!!!!! sun xie zhi is super pro..he knows the lyrics for the songs, be it tai yu or chinese.. and the funniest thing is tt they let him fill in the lyrics for one 5566 song--wu suo wei....heehee... woohoo..he and shao wei went thru all obstacles to the last 2nd one..haiz..miss a bit jiu got thru final stage!!!!but he is still pro!!! heehee..

anyway, went back to work on wed..the whole office still in festive mood..i am thankful tt the ppl there are gd to me.. i really learned a lot from them..

tmr is chingay parade 1. ushering!!!! but i just need to oversee my group can le..as long as they got no problem, can le..so it shld be simple ba..i guess.

NYJC DISCO NITE ON 12/2!!!! really miss studying.. though tiring, but the main job is just to study, no need care abt other things.. and another thing: I MISS 30TH!!!! 30th.. how are you all? chu yi, jian ming, huei minn, inez, javier, SK, guo hao, yong cheng, eve, lynn, qiyin, bao zhu, zhi zhi, wan ting, yi long, eugene, eunice, zul, tze kai, hu wen, hui min... look forward to seeing you all in sch!!!!!!

ok.. now shall talk abt 5566.. start wif wang shao wei. he opened a bakery!!! wow.. if i go to taiwan, i wanna try one of the bread he makes..heehee.. next up, xu meng zhi..shuai!!! he is still hosting wan yu..i want to watch wan yu!!.. next, wang ren fu.. he finally got married!!!!and he and his wife having a banquet on 14/2... the couple looks very en ai!!! finally, the leader of 5566- SUN XIE ZHI!!!! hmm.. actually i dunnoe wad he busy wif, but according to news, he is acting for 8pm drama...wow..i wanna watch the drama...

5566成军7周年

look forward to their new album!!!!

once again,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

another week has passed!!!

2009-01-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

wow, another week has passed which means chinese new year is coming!! yeah!! can eat a lot of nice snacks and get lots of ang baos and can stay at home watch a lot of tv shows.. heehee.. and it also means tt chingay is coming too..

anyway, this week is still quite the same for me: working for 5 days. the only diff is tt there r more part time staffs for this week.. we "clicked" together very fast and even went out for dinner on fri.. we really have fun (even though the dinner a bit the expensive..)

oh ya.. got one very important thing.. there have been rumours tt 5566 is gg to disband...but i just went to j-star web and there is an official notice tt 5566 IS STILL TOGETHER!!!!! i'm super happy!!!! JIA YOU 5566!!! wo yong yuan zhi chi ni men!!!!

ok.. another thing, as a joke co-ordinator of The Happy Club, i will be sending each member a joke at the start of every mth. the joke for the mth of jan is:

which letter did the letter "I" see?

ans: "O" coz "oh, i see..."

to the happy club: do look forward to the joke for the mth of feb!!!

ok.. that's all!!!!

UPDATE!

2009-01-11T13:04:00.003+08:00

1st week of work is over!! 1st 2 days quite slack coz i'm newcomer. 3rd day onwards, the actual workload tt i'm supposed to do had come. they are still manageable. the ppl there did not give me any stress and treated me very well. they even gave me tibits to eat.

the only bad thing abt this job is e time wasted on travelling to the office. i can spend up to 1 hr plus on the road and need to wake up very early. but still ok la.. i learned how to be careful with the keying in of the data and how to commuicate with the people.

overall, the job is not bad..

i went for another chingay usher training yesterday. my group got another 3 newcomers. in total, there are 20 members plus me and the leader. the group bonded well and was able to joke and work together as a team!! yeah!!!

anyway, tmr will be the start of another week. will be busy again!! so jia you everyone!!

yong yuan zhi chi 5566!!!

信物孙协志

2009-01-04T21:00:00.001+08:00

幸福不告而別
回憶吐出懷念變成繭
我們如果更不顧一切
走不走得到永遠

孤單漂泊幾年
心事無聲無息堆成雪
我的季節暫停在三月
細雨綿綿的感覺

遇見了誰又錯過了誰
念舊的人
視而不見有玫瑰

你的信物劃破心頭痛到淚滑落
我卻始終不曾放開過你給我的承諾
我不相信愛不能讓命運也搖頭
認輸讓步成全戀人重逢

你的信物刺穿眼睛透出了寂寞
那是別人不曾看過我脆弱柔情面孔
只要愛能到的地方就不算顛簸
甘心為你天涯海角踏破
追着走

孤单漂泊几年
心事无声无息堆成雪
我的季节暂停在三月
细雨绵绵的感觉

遇见了谁又错过了谁
念旧的人
视而不见有玫瑰

你的信物划破心头痛到泪滑落
我却始终不曾放开过你给我的承诺
我不相信爱不能让命运也摇头
认输让步成全恋人重逢

你的信物刺穿眼睛透出了寂寞
那是别人不曾看过我脆弱柔情面孔
只要爱能到的地方就不算颠簸
甘心为你天涯海角踏破
追着走
风霜雨露坚持笑着让你认得我

每一个寒冬孙协志

2009-01-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

院子里落葉了雁兒也要回家了
風吹過思念了
我還在等著你呢

我們曾一起許下承諾一起到永久
然而你是風只在我面前吹過

每一個寒冬象是刀劃著
漫漫長夜我該怎么過
你給的傷口永遠難愈合
因為我還默默想念著

花開了花謝了愛的花仍為你而種著

我們曾一起許下承諾一起到永久
然而你是風只在我面前吹過

每一個寒冬象是刀劃著
漫漫長夜我該怎么過
你給的傷口永遠難愈合
因為我還默默想念著

每一個寒冬我都等著
日出日落誰伴我渡過
你是那彩虹感動了我
一生只為一人守候著

a quick update

2009-01-03T21:01:00.000+08:00

ok. for a quick update:

1. i found a job and is starting 2 days later.. YEAH!! finally can learn something new after two months of break...

2. the happy club 1st ever gathering.. 9 of the 30th (including me) went. we went to eat buffet.. there was sushi, desserts, seafood steamboat.. and this was the most memorable one.. the prawn!!! haha.. don't say la..a bit the embarassing..

3. the 4e1 gathering held yesterday. in total 19 turned up.. not bad la, got at least half of the class turned up..

4. chingay usher training today. i am the assistant leader for U5. the group consists of students who have done O level last year, those in JCs, poly and uni..they mingled quite well la.. got warmed up quite fast..so we were able to complete the games as a team together..and we got in 2nd out of the 15 grps.. short of 3 more pts will get 1st.. very wasted arh..but i guessed is the fun that matters most...

the games are: protect your egg, obstacle race, long rope and zoom..the "protect your egg" game i have played a few times, but this time is different because we are supposed to protect the half-boiled egg (instead of the uncooked) and think of some way to hang them around our necks and the shape of the whole thing must look like an animal. my team did a penguin..quite cute..as for the "obstacle race" and "long rope", i played them before so i did not have any worry. for "zoom", it's a cool game!! everyone was given 1 or 2 photos and was not allowed to show anyone, through communication ,we had to arrange them in order from the most zoom in one to the most zoom out one!!!!very fun..

overall the whole training was fun.. was quite sad at the start coz can't join the 30th to watch movie, but ok now la.. coz is really worth it la..looking forward to the next training..

ok.. that's for now!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2009-01-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

YEAH!!! it's 2009!

anyway, on e last day of 2008,i got a good new: i finally have a job!!!!! it's an admin job. i'm not sure of the pay but it's ok. i hope to gain some working experience from it..

i asked miic to help me find 2 songs, both from sun xie zhi. he sang them for his chinese drama, mo jian sheng si qi. the lyrics of e 2 songs are found in the following posts below this.. haha..super nice ah!!! everyone, go read the lyrics, quite meaningful..

ok, back to the topic- it's 2009!!! ok, this year, there will be a lot of things happening..

1. work for 4 mths
2. get back A level results!!!
3. decide what should happen after the results..hmm..

For 1: the job i got will start next mon and i hope to learn new things from the staffs there.
For 2 and 3: let's wait till the time comes..

tmr will be gg for a class gathering wif my sec 4 classmates..then on sat, got training for chingay ushering work...hmm.. this week will pass by soon...

ok.. that's for now! everyone, pls continue reading the posts below for e 2 songs which i highly recommend!!!

2008-12-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

enough of the story thingy, though there are still 3 parts to come.. haiz.. tired of typing la..

anyway, shall update abt my life after A level...

1. wanted to find a job, BUT till now, still haven't found one. HAIZ!!

2. went k-box wif miic.. 2 people singing..very shuang and fun..

3. went out wif some of the 30th for a lunch to send off the guys to army (though most of them entered next year)..

4. watched youtube videos.. mostly abt 5566!! very shuang!!!

5. Happy Club was formed.. the members are all the 30th SC (22 of them).. Huei Minn is the president; Jian Ming is the vice-president.. and ME is the JOKE CO-ORDINATOR!!! (i'm not joking)

6. going to have another 30th gathering on 28/12/2008

7. going to have 4e1 gathering on 2/1/2009

8. watched a lot of VCDs and DVDs: xi jie shao nian, shao nian yang jia jiang, goong s, xian jian qi xia chuan.. very NICE!!!!

that's abt it.. the more exciting things that i did or gg to do...

MERRY CHRISTMAS

AND

HAPPY NEW YEAR

GOING TO BE OVER SOON!!

2008-11-17T12:37:00.002+08:00

finally, the days that i am waiting for will be coming in a day's time.. after 9.15am tmr, i would say, "EXAMS ARE OVER!!"

yeah, exams are over = can relax =can no need study for a period of time = holiday!!!

YEAH!!!!

A level is approaching!!!!

2008-10-17T20:29:00.003+08:00

it's just seem that prelim has just ended, but now, A level is already coming in 16 days' time!!! wow, from 30+ plus to now... ok.. it is time to STUDY now... so i shall stopping blogging during these (16 days + 15 days) = 31 days...

WORK

HARD

EVERYONE!!!!

STUDY

PROCESS!!!

2008-10-09T20:30:00.003+08:00

This is made by lynn and zhi yi for every 30th councillors... very cute and nice.. and very sweet too... THANK YOU LYNN MDM AND ZHI YI MDM!!!

tmr will be K-box party 4!!! yeah.. finally, a final break before everyone chiong for a level!!!! tmr must really enjoy!!!!

Oh ya...got another good news: THE ONE got bronze for the innovation award!! well done 30th!!!

tmr is the graduation ceremony... very fast.. 2yrs ago was in secondary school mugging for o level..now gg to graduate and mug for a level.... wow!!!!!

anyway.. need to go study le... NUMBER OF DAYS BEFORE A LEVEL: 24days....

WORK HARD everyone!!!

Today's outing

2008-09-22T20:48:00.005+08:00

today went out with ahm, zhi yi, lynn, hu wen, chu yi, eugene, jian ming, qiyin and shawn (erm..ya he came along but it's ok coz 30th is used to his presence le..)

we went to suki sushi to eat buffet.. from 12pm to around 4pm...we ate until super full.. (i'm still feeling full right now..). anyway, it was fun, esp with hu wen around.. she is talking non-stop. the moment she left with lynn to buy things, you can feel the silence (that's how noisy she is--no offence).....

after that we decided to watch moive (but qiyin, shawn and hu wen left).. at first, they wanted to watch horror moive.. but after much discussion, we went to watch HUA YANG NAN HAI FINAL (aka BOYS OVER FLOWERS)..nvr regret watching it.. REALLY!!! the male actors ok la.. some quite good-looking.. the female actress is pretty too... the story plot, though some parts are lame, overall is SWEET!!! not bad la, actually. i dun mind watching again...after watching we went home..

oh ya, to 30th CIB: lynn just nominated we all to be wedding planner for each of the 30th...haha.. we can start by planning for mr seq as a practice (if he even get married--that's what he said...)

haiz... if everyday is like today..that would be great!!!! no need to worry abt study or anything.. just need to eat, shop, watch moive and sleep...but this is NOT possible for now coz A level is COMING!!!

from tmr, results would be coming back 1 by 1. the days to A level would decrease 1 by 1... the stress level would increase 1 by 1..haiz...need to study le!!! oh well... that's all for now!! jia you and endure everyone!!

quick update: 30th K-Box Party 4 --10/10/2008 at 2pm at K-Box plaza!!!!

《告诉她我爱她》胡歌

2008-09-19T21:27:00.005+08:00

为我送朵花给她

不要玫瑰的廉价

她只喜欢河边开的花

那像我第一次见到她

为我写封信给她问她

今天快乐吗

这里的雨一直下

我每天只能想着她

为我陪她数星星

暗示那像我的心

永远为她一闪一闪亮晶晶

如果她愿意我想给她这颗心

告诉她我爱她

那是我不敢讲的话

我想我永远照顾她

告诉她我爱她

那是我来不及说的话

只有我最关心她明白她.

music

为我送朵花给她

不要玫瑰的廉价

她只喜欢河边开的花

那像我第一次见到她

为我写封信给她问她

今天快乐吗

这里的雨一直下

我每天只能想着她

为我陪她数星星

暗示那像我的心

永远为她一闪一闪亮晶晶

如果她愿意我想给她这颗心

告诉她我爱她

那是我不敢讲的话

我想我永远照顾她

告诉她我爱她

那是我来不及说的话

只有我最关心她

告诉她我爱她

那是我不敢讲的话

我想我永远照顾她

告诉她我爱她

那是我来不及说的话

只有我最关心她明白她.

heard this song from SHAO NIAN YANG JIA JIANG. very nice!!!!! but if u watch the mv, u will feel that it is a bit different in terms of the mood...the mv is about a mute clown who falls in love with a girl, but the girl has a boyfriend... so ending: the mute clown did not win the heart of the girl coz he nvr told her he loves her and her boyfriend took the girl away.. so sad... but the tune of the song is so lovely... haiz...overall mood of the mv: sad...

anyway.. visited youtube to search for anything related to sun xie zhi... saw his news abt him acting in mo jian sheng si qi... felt that he is very poor thing...need to be hung on the wire and fly here fly there for several times.... but some parts are funny (like him laughing loudly at a sword). haha..

ok..enough of that... prelim is over!!!! but no kbox party.... coz cancelled!!!! SO SAD!!! but also becoz no time la... mon no sch, tue GOT sch... haiz so fast.. and there is a chem time prac on fri!! SUPER FAST!!!! but is becoz A Level is less than 40 days away....

to all my friends: HANG ON everyone!!!! we can do it!!!

PRELIM!!!

2008-09-10T13:47:00.003+08:00

time really flies... i'm back from a holiday and now here i am facing another test in my life: PRELIM!!!!

let's talk abt my sept holiday 1st... went overseas to attend my relative's wedding...almost the same as singapore, but slightly different for the wedding dinner.....

anyway... i went there to study, so didn't have a chance to go shopping... ate a lot of food esp prawn, crab and fish..

now i'm back to school again for prelim.. started on mon... sat for 3 papers le...still got another 1 week to go..JIA YOU!!!!

after prelim will be K-BOX PARTY wif 30th... look forward to tt (ps: shall sing other songs this time and not only 5566)...haha...

to 30th: everyone MUST jia you k..xian ku hou tian..we can relax after prelim (though is a short while...)

to my nyjc friends: work hard everyone....must JIAN CHI....

to myself: YONG BU FANG QI (won't give up--by 5566) haha...

need to go eat and mug le...everyone, take care :)

HOLIDAYS HERE!!!!

2008-08-31T15:41:00.001+08:00

YEAH!!! holidays are finally here, but there means prelims coming too...

just have GP prelim 3 days ago. shall not think too much abt it (since it is already over)

feeling so happy now.. zhi yi sent me the blogs of some of the actors and actresses in the chinese drama "Shao Nian Yang Jia Jiang"... hahaha... then went to see the blogs... hahahaha... very happy!!! wow... they are really pretty and handsome! [to zhi yi: u really make my day =) ]

well... after reading so many blogs, i decided to write a post on my blog too... heehee.. hmm.. what should i write? tmr is the start of the sept holidays.. it would be a busy one... need to study and go out with family....time management is essential here.... anyway there will be a way out.

the sch celebrated t-chers' day on fri.. can say it is better than last year one coz it RAINED last year, which ruined the whole event. haiz, that's the 1st event of 30th... but luckily it did not affect us that much...

ok... enough le... that's all for now...jia you everyone =)
____________________________________
TO MY BELOVED 30TH:
everyone must jia you ok? we have been the spotlight for a few time. now shall be another time for us to shine again.... so jia you.. and dun forget our K-Box party 4 =)
____________________________________

坚持－－

使今日的我胜过昨日的我，使明日的我胜过今日的我

holidays will come soon...

2008-07-08T20:52:00.002+08:00

holidays are over... need to change back to study mode le... haiz... but holidays will come soon again.. the next holiday is national day!!!!

yesterday went to k-box wif zhi yi, bao zhu, wanting, qiyin, chu yi, eugene, javier, jian ming, yong cheng and sk.... me, bao zhu and wanting occupy one room.. and i managed to sing the songs of 5566, 183!!!! so happy, haha (to wanting and baozhu: sorry that i sang so many of their songs...)

songs that i sang:
1.wo nan guo 2.tiao bo 3. he cai 4. man you zhong guo 5. yue er guang guang 6. yi guang nian 7. wo de bei hou 8. jian ao 9. hai ai ta, hao xiang ta 10. gan qing xian 11. tian mi yue ding 12. zhen ai 13.for you 14. zhao huo etc.... (i forgot le la...)

anyway, it was very FUN!!! to zhiyi: i will go if you organise another one..

erm... then abt today...

the school gave everyone ice-cream!!!! to celebrate youth day.. wow, that's very nice of them!!! today had photo-taking.. everyone in my class brought an item that is personal or represent them.. for me, they told me to bring sun xie zhi's poster, but i brought 5566 one (coz he like dun have individual poster...)....

that's all.. must change mode le.... study!!!! for another 4 more months only@!!!! jia you!!!!!

the day after mid-yr exams

2008-07-03T23:06:00.004+08:00

today is my 1st holiday... wanna sleep to 10am plus one, but who knows, i woke up at 8 plus...

went to sentosa wif my distant relatives... reminded me of Orientation One (that time was really fun, except that i got sick, haha) well, today quite fun, just that it was tiring too. imagine going there at 10 plus and left at 2 plus, for someone who dun really like going shopping (like me), it's a bit long and tiring....

anyway, need to do my gp homework le... dun want to drag it over the weekend...

oh ya,

TO 0727, a reminder: pls rmb to
-print/ photocopy notes and tut for next week's lect
-bring the midyr p1 qn to tut and remedial
-compile all summaries given to u and bring for tut...
all these are a must to do!!! DO NOT FORGET!!

erm... oh, still got: rmb to bring tie and collar pin on tue next week

and to 30th SC:
-K-BOX time on mon (for more info, refer to council blog)

hmm... that's abt it.. nite nite!!!

mui

MID-YEAR'S OVER!!

2008-07-02T21:14:00.002+08:00

Finally, mid-year exams are all OVER!!!!

wow, looking back at the time spent on staying, that's really a lot, but like still not sufficient..

anyway, 5 DAYS of HOLIDAY. hmm, how should i spend it? well.. tmr is going out with the distant relatives, fri should be doing GP day, sat is the seminar day, sunday is rest day (haha, can watch ge dou in peace le..), mon is K-BOX day with the council!!! i want to K 5566's songs.....

ok, time for dinner.. very very hungry!!!!

*smiles always*

exams are over!! haha..

exams!!

穿上盔甲，向前冲

sch starting tmr...

day 13 of internship

NDP usher VS internship

Day 1 of accounts internship

holiday

photos from china trip

exams are over!!!

final post before exams!!!

holiday plans

to qiyin :D

sian arh

:(

as for now...

新年快乐！！

happy chinese new year

i'm off to canada next jan!!!!

emo again

random

everything's back to normal

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

向日葵的约定--好看！！

slacking time...

my new story: part 1

last day of MC

i am BRAVE!!

bored arh...

day 3 of holiday

day 2 of holiday

exams are over...

...

volunteering at ABAC

...

random...

如果可以选择。。。

study time again

morale of e story: DUN drive when u r tired

one more week to recess week

updates

真的累了

tiring indeed!!!

a week of sch...

updates...

i'm 1.7m tall!!!

学车, 跳舞, 义工

yay!!!

tired...

during e last week...

tired....

rag dance prac 2

NDP CR3!!

driving prac lesson 1

updates!!

boring...

haha...this is so magic!!

random coz im bored...

new blog template...

super sian arh!!!

NYJC's 32nd council investiture

没工作的日子...

In addition to e previous post

EMO!!

me and my friends

i PASSED my BTT!!

went back to NYJC

in this week...

it's friday!!

5566 got facebook!

blogging time

updates

Choices made!!

quick updates

当宅女遇到外送员--大纲

当宅女遇到外送员--PART 1

当宅女遇到外送员--PART 2

当宅女遇到外送员--PART 3

当宅女遇到外送员--PART 4

smiles always

信物孙协志

每一个寒冬孙协志

《告诉她我爱她》胡歌